The Chronicles of Aristha Aica

Ulfiil Ma Juni!

2008-11-11T23:51:00.003+08:00

Minggu ini kan mulai term baru jadi tadi ada module baru iaitu economics trus dosen na itu jga dosen baru, nah berhubung gue kan langsung ke degree course & bukan dari diploma kyk teman2 gue yg laen which means tdi adalah kali pertama gue ketemu dosen econs ituw, nama na Ms D.

Sebelum mulai na term baru ini anak2 udah pada heboh sebarin cerita kalo
Ms D ituw dosen paling galak & strict abis, kata mereka ga ada yg nama na datang telat ato ketawa-ketiwi di kelas pokok na crita dari anak2 "berpengalaman" ini serem & tragis abis deh.

So tadi kelas econs na kan tengahari pas zuhur jdi waktu break gue ma teman2 gue makan2 gito di anchorpoint pas jam setengah 2 kita pulang ke kampus gue ma Dede (teman muslim semata wayang..cielah) langsung ke masjid solat zuhur yg lain pada ke kelas. Selesai solat uda jam 2 gue ma Dede langsung cabut buru2 ke kelas. Kita masuk na sich ga telat2 amat cuman udah beberapa menit lewat jam 2. Gue ma Dede udah deg-degan mo masuk, tapi pas masuk Ms D senyum-senyam gitoo ma kita berdua, waktu ituw ada anak yg lain juga baru nyampe tapi Ms D malah nunjukin tampang galak & sewot2 gitoo ma mereka, yah si Dede kan termasuk kategori anak "berpengalaman" jadi gue mikir oh Ms D pasti ga marah kerna dy okay ma Dede. Mantap deh, kita pun duduk.

Nah pas lagi sesi introduction Ms D kyk baek banget deh ma gue, sampe2 gue jadi canggung tpi gue piker mungkin kerna dari tiap yg di omongin ma dy gue angguk2 (walaupun kadang2 ga jelas) dan senyum manis. Sampe waktu gue ke depan ngobrol2 ma dy jga dy kyk na okay aja. Yah gue udah mikir kalo mungkin aja anak2 salah nangepin Ms D ato mungkin tampang gue ini kyk orang pinter & Ms D suka kali liat gue. Haha. Geer.

But anyway waktu pelajaran udah mo selese Ms D manggil gue trus ngomong dengan penuh mesra & perhatian kyk gini neh..

"Emily how come you decide to change your name to Aishah?"

Arti na " Emily kamu ko bisa mutusin ganti nama jadi Aishah?"

Gue langsung bengong. Then gue angguk2 senyum ga jelas. Lho kok?

Heheh ternyata it's a case of mistaken identity. Gue si di anggap murid lama na dy, hehe gue mikir2 juga sich mungkin kerna mirip ato apa, gue ga tau. For now, as long as i'm in her good books i am content. Thanks ya Emily. Whoever you are. =)

Ngerayain Slese Term Exam - Mabuk2 Aiskrim

Yg Kuning itoo si DEDE, lg ketagihan nyuci

Keluarga Panjul

Berdiri (L-R) Angelia Ella, Vebri "Destiana", Dian Andrianie Ekavinna, Aristha Aishah

Duduk (L-R) "Jeng" Indanesia Nasution, Lisnie Rianni @ Unyil, Jessica Marchia

One Fish Left & Ketagihan Bakso

2008-10-31T03:49:00.001+08:00

I'm not sure what to post actually, because I was in a middle of serious revision,

(for today's exam, OMG where have my sense of urgency gone too?!)

making my own notes when I realise that Microsoft Words has this feature

that allows you to blog directly from words to your blog. DESO ABIS GW!

BETCHA trying it on! Okay whatever, back to revision.

Will try and post pictures & see what else it can do soon.

HAVE A GREAT DAY &

BEST OF LUCK FOR WHATEVER,

EXAMS, WORK OR ANITING!

OMG! How GREAT IS THIS?! Bill Gates IS DA BOMB!

Survival of the FITTEST

2008-10-23T18:37:00.004+08:00

I was thinking of blogging of 2 recipes.
Thyme Chicken with Black pepper Sauce &
Black pepper Chicken Carbonara Spaghetti.

But something more interesting crops up.
You see last 2 weeks i decided to spice up my
life by having an aquarium in my room.
So i bought 5 fish all freshwater in different species
Gw sich sok kreatif/tau gitoo so i insist on
buying 5 diff types biar lebih keren & kalo
in case gw pengen ngasi nama bsa bedain dgn gampang.
Coba kalo beli yang sama smua gmn hayo cara ngbedain na?

So these are the fishes.

Male Guppy, but mine is cream body with orange polkadots and orange tail.

Harlequin (my 2nd favourite)

Neon Tetra

Mickey Mouse Platy

Black Skirt Tetra (my favourite!)

So back to the story as soon as i set up the aquarium
i notice the guppy keep on attacking mickey.
And true enough, the next day i found my mickey dead. (4/5)
After mickey died the guppy moves on to attacking the
black tetra and the harlequin.
So i give my fishes a stern warning if the want a name
they better behave for a week.

So 4 days after that all the fishes were behaving well so i decide
to named them after i feed them, so while i was feeding them
i realise that my fish are not interested in eating at all
which is so weird cause i only feed them once a day
in the afternoon so if they are not hungry, someone
else must have been feeding them.
To cut it short when i was changing the water a few
hours later the guppy died, (3/5) he was bloated.
My sis was guilty for secretly feeding my fish
so she compensate it by buying me 3 neon tetra and
3 bumble bees, which i'm not so keen of cause the
bumblebees look slimy and resembles a catfish. (3+6=9)

So now we have a new problem which is
overcrowding cause there are nine in the aquarium.
4 different species; 4 neons, 3 bumblebee,
1 black skirt and 1 harlequin.
2 days ago i found one of the neon dead. (8/9)
His body badly bitten.

Today my sis went histerical cause she
found the harlequin 1 & half metre away from
aquarium in my bedroom floor dead & dried up.(7/9)
Must have jump out.

Then we carried the aquarium to the toilet
to change the water and found one bumblebee
dead with no head. HOW GROSS IS THAT?! (6/9)
My sis suspect that its the black tetra whose been
doing all the killing but i disagree of course.
You can't judge a fish by its size, & ouh
they are all ikan bilis size. The largest of the
lot, the black tetra is the size of a 20 cent coin.

However we still could not catch the violent culprit at work
we decide to leave the aquarium in the bathroom
for an hour thats when a neon tetra suddenly jump out (5/9)
and die, and i read up that these fish jump out
when they are teriffied and threatened.
Shortly after a few minutes the black tetra was found floating dead (4/9).

Now i have 2 neon tetra and 2 bumblebees left.

So reading this & judging by the picture.
Who do you think is the culprit?
Is it a tag team kinda thing or the murderer
works alone??

Huh?! Knp bgini... Dpt dr mna..?

2008-09-11T18:46:00.002+08:00

Hehe, its funny cause i really forget about the existent of this blog.
School's tiring but i love every minute of it. A good new environment.
Other than that, i love my family and friends.

Btw, its just simply bizarre how my two bestfriend can look so alike.
And since i didnt get to meet uni so often & miss her loads sometimes
when i'm talkin to dede i can't help but to hallucinate myself having a
conversation with uni. Hehe, they've yet to meet each other, but i'll
introduce them to each other soon. Hehe

Ohya, maryanne & aini, i miss u guys loads.

Okay mind block. Bye.

Black Coffee

2008-08-08T23:52:00.002+08:00

"TIPE COWO DI DUNIA INI
CUMAN ADA DUA
KALO GA BANCI, BAJINGAN!"
-Claudia/Jasmine

Burung Terbang! Babi Hutan Menyerbu! Berjuang!

2008-07-26T03:34:00.004+08:00

I just decide to do a quick 411 on whats been happening in my life
just so that you guys will not think I've disappeared or something.
Or that I'm lazy, cause I'm not. =D

Anyway, i finally send my laptop for servicing after it crash for
about 9379816373297293 gazillion times. Although i went to
challenger for like 8378279873293 times before this i finally
send my laptop for servicing on my 8378279873294th visit.
Yes, I'm the queen of procrastination. I procrastinate like crazy.

In case you haven't notice, that's also the main reason why i
seldom blog. Truth is i always have the urge to blog whenever
something happen to the extent that I'll take pictures of the
moment's event so that i can blog about it. And thennn,
I'll say later and forget about it. Whatever.

So as you guys know I've been having my long vacation
& kul dah mo mulai this Monday. You'll probably
want to know what have i been doing, (but anyway
even if you don't I'm still going to tell you, which
left you with no choice but to read...okay sorry,
momentarily verbal diarrhea..)

I want to blog about my trip to Africa & work alongside
Prince Harry for his Sentebale charity....BUT i don't
have pictures & the experience is too exhilarating it
left me speechless. So we skip that.

And then there's the trip to Alaska to help save the
seal & stop seal hunting which i work alongside
Nigel Barker....BUT AGAIN i don't have pictures &
the experience is too exhilarating it left me speechless
again. So we skip that again.

And then there's cooking lesson with Jamie Oliver,
clubbing with prince of Brunei.. and so on and so forth..
Wow so exciting right?!!! BUT THEN AGAIN, i don't have
pictures & the experience is too exhilarating it left me
speechless. So we shall skip that too.

So other than those mention above i actually learn to bake
fruit tarts, i bake like crazy...i made cupcakes, puddings & tried
as many Asmah Laili recipe as i can (not a big fan of
her show tho..just that my mum got her books so i tried
iseng2 lumayan fun jga lahh..)

Which reminds me I don't understand why i agreed to
bake fruit tarts for this Sundays' Potluck Breakfast
at my estate organised by my RC. So to all the
resident of my estate I shall inform you before hand, if you see
fruit tarts on Sunday do try it. If its nice do come &
tell me...If not please don't...HAHAHEHE.

And then there's idola cilik which kept me busy. Oh ya
which Rizky Patrick Egeten a.k.a. KIKI WON!

And then my mum bought for me the full chronicles
of Narnia collector's edition. Cause i ought for
her a cooking book of tarts & pies. That kept me really
really busy cause there are seven books for Narnia.

And then i went over to wani several times.
Cause she had a few weeks of holidays too.

Bridal shower for K.Yat....

Visit from Papa Nusa & P. Akas family.
Finally get to meet Anin, Mita & Dito
after awhile..( actually about 2-3 mths..)

Lastly, my mum took out her old craft box from
the store and taught me how to make flowers
from socks and knit my own rug. The rug is
35% done, when it's fully done, I'll post a pic of
it okay.

So that's all, i shall post pics the next time.
Cause I've got loads of pics to post.
But then of cause please expect me to
procrastinate. Hehehe.

Untilllll next timeeee............!!!!!!!!!!

Siti Mariam Binte Abdul Hamid

2008-05-27T20:15:00.002+08:00

Mariam is my very good friend.
But I always call her Mary Anne.

U see, i was supposed to blog about her
prior to her leaving for holiday trip but i
procrastinate until she's back and finish unpacking
+ baju kotor sume da slesai cuci.

I really have no mood to blog la.

Now idola cilik cman sisa 5 orang.
Everytime i watch the rapor/result show i feel nauseous.
Dear god, please let Kiki win. Amin.

My MP4 is being a _______(insert the nastiest word you can ever think of here!)

Bye. That's all.

Idol Mania

2008-04-29T23:24:00.007+08:00

I guess most Singaporeans right now are having American idol fever.
Tapi kalo aq si beda, i'm now having IDOLA CILIK FEVER.
Tiap2 hari Monday to Friday nonton idola cilik.
Sunday nonton idola cilik edisi celeb.

For those of you who are not familiar with this show,
it's actually a idol-like show tpi instead of adults
kids from all over Indonesia compete in this reality singing comp.

No offence but if you take 2 of the best singers in this show,
you'll get more talent than the whole season of sg idol put together.

Also if you watch this show, prepare to laugh, cry and be amazed
all at the same time at every episode.

Some of the contestant brought their life stories into the show.
The hardship they and their family when through just to get in
& it so sad it could melt the toughest and coldest of heart.

I have alot of favourites actually, cause these kids are
daym good it's hard to pick your favourites.
I love Sivia, Irva, Sila, Goldi, Gabriel & Rizky.
But if you ask me to choose one it'll definitely be Rizky or KIKI.

This boy just oooozes of talent and he never failed to impress
me, the audience or the judge.
Smpi2 one of the judge Mama Ira bilang kalo suara Kiki itu Sempurna.
Every time he sings i just have this chills & honestly no singer
has ever made me feel that way.

fyi, there are some contestant in the show who fortunately
came from a well to do family and have the luxury of going
for professional voice trainings, classes & coaching prior to
the show, there's even this girl who is a radio presenter cilik!
But kiki who's totally an amateur manage to beat them hands down.
Cause he sings sincerely dari hati and you can really feel it.

Right now in indo the show is playing at RCTI and is at the final 12.
But if you have MNC channel at ur starhub cable its at the final 18.

So i'll end this post with a video of KIKI singing Once's song.
Which i totally feel is the best rendition i've ever heard.
I totally cried when i watch the show today cause Kiki sang it with
so much honesty and sincerity for his dad who suffered
from a freak accident at his workplace.

You can see in the video, he even made the audience,
host, judges & parents & supporters of the other contestant cry.
What you can't see is all the musician yg mengiringi kiki
giving him a standing ovation & clap for him after that.
At the end of this show, he receive 82% of the SMSes send in!
That's how good he is.

Girls in "LOVE"

2008-04-28T02:51:00.004+08:00

Okay here's the deal.
I know people said love is blind,
But blinding yourself when you are in love is plain stupidity.

& being stupid is when you are attached and decided to
heat up your love life by feeling intimidated by
other girls and decided to confront them.

There is no harm in playing the jealous girlfriend
role once in a while but to get jealous by every
single female that cross path with your guy screams INSECURE.
Either that or you have high blood pressure.

If you think being in a relationship means severing all ties with
the opposite gender then i suggest you board the next rocket
to fly off you and your partner to another planet.

What happen to me is as bizarre as a girl attacking
all the female species (yes, it includes nyonya, makciks,
people's wife, pregnant lady, toddlers) who board the
same MRT with her boyfriend. Ultra silly.

But you know regardless of the situation,
I seriously feel that it says alot about you when you fight with
another girl for a guy, because trust me the aftermath of it
instead of feeling triumph you'll feel so degraded as woman.

Worst still, at the end of the day its the guy who chooses
who he wants to be with.
What if after stooping yourself, your guy decides to choose
your competitor?

Relationship is about trust.
If you keep on getting work up by the females around your guy,
it goes to show that either your guy is plain miang that he does
not deserves to be trusted or you simply have zero trust in him.

When i type out this entry,
i really feel like pouring out my encounter but
after the paragraph above i just decide
to share my two cents worth with you my dear friends in general.
Cause as a girl i don't want to mortify a fellow species.

Ngebosenin.

2008-04-25T23:33:00.002+08:00

What i do today.

Idola Cilik
Little dolphin
Lot 1 NTUC
KFC
Jelita
Kawin Muda
Berita Suria
Diva
Bintang

Thank god for sinetron.
Kalo ga i totally have no idea what to do.

Btw, my new skin is laku like pisang goreng panas.
HAHAHAHAHAHA.
That's all bye.

2008-04-24T03:00:00.003+08:00

What do you think of my new skin?
Cantik, yes? No? Sexy? Huh?
Okay people, i'm changing my link soooon.
If you want me to link you up drop me
your link at FS, YM or MSN okay.
Cause apparently i lost all link.
Emg ga tau knapa gw tiap kali ganti skin
pasti aja lupa nyimpan all the links. Bloon.

Bye SEXY PEOPLE!!

Wajahmu, hatimu, dan tentang dirimu
Selalu kan berada di dalam hatiku

Sejak awal bertemu aku tau rasa itu
Namun tak mungkin aku untuk memilihmu

Dan Tak mungkin untukku
Tuk menggapai cintamu
Walau rasa di hati ingin memilikimu

Cinta harus berkorban
Walau harus menunggu selamanya

Ku tau… Kau bukan untukku.

19th

2008-04-02T07:13:00.004+08:00

This year I've been really dreading my birthday,
The fact that the number keeps getting bigger
really terrifies me cause with the number
comes along more responsibilities, expectations and decisions.
Hence, i vow to go trough my birthday this year as hush hush as
possible, i figure that the quieter the affair the less painful.
I didn't expect any celebrations and since
I've been socially inactive i figure that people
will forget my birthday and i didn't even expect wishes.

Surprisingly, my little plan backfired and my
birthday this year was a PARTY.
I had 3 cakes! My family even celebrated it with a bang!
Calls, Smses, MSNs, Friendster, YMs, Emails start
pouring in even before the date itself.
Honestly my phone has never been as busy
as the past two days, old friends whom I've
lost contact with even remembered my birthday.
I told one of my primary sch friend
about my little plan and she said i was
crazy cause nobody in a right state of mind
will forget a birthday that smack right on aprilfool.

The irony of the whole thing was,
as the day goes by and the wishes pour in
i realise that instead of being baffled that
my plan had completely failed, i felt
really appease that it had turn the other way
round cause all those well-wishes had help me
go through THE day amiably.
It also made me realise that no matter
what life goes on and no matter how i hide
responsibility, expectations and decision
will always keep coming cause they are
inevitably the essence of life itself.
It also hit me that all this time,
i've been running away numerous times
as a way to solve my problems.

Thus, on that account,
I really want to take this oppurtunity
to thank my family and all my dear friends
for giving me the best gift i could ever have.

For my 19th birthday,
wrapped up in love and care
i receive the artistry of embracing life wholly.

XOXO

condolences..

2008-03-25T23:35:00.002+08:00

Uci passed away this morning,
5 days after p.chacha's wedding.
Hopefully all that she left bisa terus
tabah dan tawakal atas pemergiannya.
We'll always love and miss u.

Just want to ngucapin belasungkawa yang sedalam-dalamnya
di atas pemergian Pt. Zainatul Anis Rangkuti hari ini 25.03.2008
Dan minta doa semua nya yg lagi baca blog ini spaya mendoakan
semoga arwah diterima disisinya. Amin.

Alfatihah.

Bla Bla Bla

2008-02-21T05:18:00.005+08:00

I have a lot in my mind right now, both good and bad tots but i just couldnt pull myself to type it out here. Darn. They are random btw, very very random tots which varies from living things to non-living things. From chanel shoes to prada bags, to my switching major decision, to mary kate & ashley (yes, the olsen twins, don't ask me why..) and then the azizah show dat i miss yesterday & today & so many weeks before, how to make a spinach greek pastry and the lebanese custard dessert that i ate in paris, marriage, who should i give souvenir and what should i give. This is just some of it, trust me you won't want to try and read my mind right now, its really really dishevelled up here.

Okay, just to perk up things a bit, i'm gona change my blogskin which is aging reeaaaal bad rite now, if its human it's probably at the dementia & osteoperosis stage.

Bye for now.

All My Bags Are Pack

2008-02-03T20:22:00.000+08:00

Hello!

England

Switzerland

France

Italy

Dubai

Good Bye!

awek blues

2008-01-29T01:35:00.000+08:00

I was searching through my ancient CD collection just now. (Yes people, during my tween times mp3 are still somewhat new and "burning" CDs are still in) I found a CD with the label A.B., seems very dubious to me so i played it....

Lo and behold....., its a CD filled with jiwang songs. Hahaha. Yes, from disana menanti disini menunggu to rahsia pohon cemara, bila kau kata kau sayang, umpama mimpi dalam mimpi but my favourite is seperti dulu and untuk mu selamanya. The CD just screams and reeks of kentalness. LOL. I guess its this whole kental phase me and my friends when through once.

But seriously, I'm not sure if you guys have the same sentiments, but I do feel that these old jiwangs songs are really catchy. (Not defending myself!) If you ask me, i think its hard to find malaysian jiwang band songs nowadays that can really soothes you earbuds like these old songs. Plus, they evoke lotsa childhood memories too. =))

Okay, i guess i'll stop here now. By the way A.B. stands for Awek Blues.
Ring a bell wani? HAHA. Sangat TIDAK kental kn?!

Selalu ku mengharapkan
Kau akan segera pulang
Kau balik seperti dulu
Menghapuskan rindu
Yang sering menghantuiku

This post is specially dedicated to ed who says that everytime he went into my blog he practically had to used the mouse to get rid of all the spiderwebs & dust. My apologies.

2008-01-01T02:30:00.000+08:00

Okay, i was being force to blog by seseorang!

Reflection for 2007! So my friend, this is for you!

Okay, so ada apa aja dengan 2007?!

Bisa dibilang 2007 is like "tahun nyepi" for me.

Rame yg pada ga tau & nanya2 si aisha ngapain aja.

So i'll summarise it all in this entry.

Okay, awal tahun 2007 disambut dengan lots of new hopes

and pulang ke SG stelah sebulan di JK.

The start of the year was hard, soalnya baru

perpisahan gitoo ama teman2, coeltaQ and

kotwis tersayang.

But after that it was serious hardwork.

Anywae ramai2 teman2 sering nanya

lewat MSN. "Aica mane menghilang..?"

Cape dech! pokokna FS gw always there,

& no HP gw ga pernah di ganti masih 8***6789.

So jgn sok lost contact lah, i'm always here.

Its up to you mo negur pa ga. =))

I did my dip in counselling & psychology.

Yg bakalan slesai JAN 08'

Dimana disana gw tlah menemukan teman2

multi-racial yg ASOY & also belajar tuk mengaplikasi

kan apa yg gw belajar ke diri gw sendiri.

Thank god, it was worth the fees i paid,

Soalnya i pick up lots of life skills yg bisa di pake seumur hidup.

PRICELESS.

Then i turn 18 jg.

Gw tu selalu berfikir bahwa usia akan mendewasa kn kita.

Tpi ternyata, on my 18th birthday i realise,

its not about the age its the personality.

Usia cuma angka doank.

Trus gw sempat plg JK lg.

Trus gw sempat nyetir.

Tpi belum slelsai soalna soon after

gw diberi tawaran bekerja di BANK.

My first real job & its one of the best things

that ever happen to me. I seriously learn & gain lots

of experience. Work's tough but i had tremendous fun.

And i get to know 4 outstanding individuals, who

nvr fail pick me up at work, treat me like their own

little sister and make me feel

that i am SOMEBODY.

My dearest dearest

managers. Huhu. One more month to go.

& walaupun tahun ini gw kurang "gaul"

but this is the year where i learn to really

really treasure my family, sampe2

gw males bget mo jln2 ma teman &

rather sit at home bareng family.

Rada rada cupu. Hihi.

Hmm, kalo soal cinta,

kyk na tahun ini ada jg si sempat

gebetan & naksir here and there..

Yaa, tpi ga jadian lah, ga cocok mungkin g jodoh kalee..

Lgian cape deh ngebahas soal love life.

I'm only 18 and i want to truly enjoy

and embrace my freedom.

Kykna rese bget deh kalo harus commit diri ma org lain.

Lgian belum tentu bisa awet smpe nikah sgala mcm jdi

ngapain pacaran kn.. Hehe.

Gw jga sempat patah hati when i found out ternyata

GIRING NIDJI UDAH PUNYA PACAR!!!!!! Hehehe.

OMG!! Tapi ga papa soalnya gw uda move on ke

MILLER nya Azizah. Hahaha.

Kyk kata Dito "Apa sih yg kta harapkan?"

So kalo soal ini nyantai aja dulu.

Taun ini jg aidilfitri lebih bermakna soalna

ada tika & my dear BF Dian.

Trus baru2 ini, ktemu & jalan bareng

ma si anin, mita, dito, ovi, oza.

Cus mereka jga liburan main ke singapur.

Ada ikhlas jg (yg ternyata pacaran ma san3. Huahuahua.)

trus ktemu Uci (get well soonn! Amin!!!).

Tante Erna, Bu Inu, Papa Nusa & Keluarga Rangkuti

yg lain nya.

Sempat jg liburan few weeks back.

Apa lg ya, hmm..

Kykna thats all lah.

Yg major aja, yg minor gw ga crita.

Ntar kalian pd bete. Hahah.

I also did the TJTA.

But honestly speaking this year is really like a transition year

for me, i move on from one state of being in my life to

another.

Buat gw alhamdulilah,

Eventhou taun ini terasa taun yg plg cepat yg gw pernah lalui,

tahun 07 ini tlah menjadi taun yg lebih tenang,

lebih byk yg bisa di achieve,

lebih byk yg bisa diperbaiki,

lebih byk soul-searching,

lebih byk lesson learn dari actions regret.

Gw sempat hang-out & ngobrol2 ama

BFF si wanie tadi trus kta agree,

tahun baru akan dtg dengan lembaran baru

tpi ga bermakna sgala yg kta hadapi tahun kemarin

bakal disolved secara automatis.

Tahun demi tahun keperibadian kta akan

berubah, tpi g bermakna ujian & cobaan g

bakalan dtg, jadi yg gw harap kn gw bisa menangani,

setiap sesuatu as it comes and berusaha spaya

hari ini akan lebih baik dari semalam,

dan esok akan lebih baik dari hari ini.

& i still want to stick to saying,

I HAVE NO REGRETS!

Cieee, jadi mellow bellow yellow marshmellow gw.

Okay semua, God Bless.

Fiamanallah.

Happy New Year!

Hmm.

2007-11-15T00:11:00.000+08:00

So sorry for being MIA for so long.
Tooooooooooo Busy being Ms Banker.
HAHAHA. Hmm, 1 and a half months more to go.

So anybody wants to take up any commercial loans? Hahah.
Word of advise, don't buy/sell your houses within these period
the property market is not doing so good. & don't spent too much
this year end save up for 2008 cause the stock market is not doing
so good either and words going ard that they are predicting
a depression next year. OKOK sorry to bore you guys with
all these.

So back to the juicy tales.
WHAT HAVE I BEEN UP TOO?

Riang RAYA of cuz.
Busy with school and assigments. OF CUZ!
Busy soul searching. AS ALWAYS.

Hmm, too many things to list down.
But it's been great.

Specially the two days aimless car ride.
It's so fun i'm nominating it as
"possible happiest day of 2007"
Ok WTH am i merepeking here.

Despite all that, i do owe some ppl
apology for making them miss me.
Hehehe, no lah no lah, i miss u k.

SYAZWANI JAMIL, my soulmate.

ORANG ITU, Maaf uda lama ga smsan ato
kirim kabar.

MARIAM,AINI & FARIDAH MELATI,
sorry sgt tak dtg ugama penat ar balik keje.

All does who send me testi & i didnt reply.

All my constant YM & MSN chat buddies.
Sorry, da lama bget ga OL!

BF, sorry so long nvr go out on a date wit you.
Okay, this part is BULL!
Last check i'm still miserably single. HUAHUAHUA

My VCDs, DVDs & DVD Player.
Sorry, no time to watch.

My unread novels, (purchase within last 3 mths)
Sorry also, no time to read.

Okay. OKAY. OKAYY!

Niwae, sorry too if you find this entry
boring, i really want to put in loads & LOADS
of pics but i forgot my photobucket password
so, next time okay, like maybe 2008?
HAHAHAHAHA.

OKAY PEOPLE,
HUGS, KISSES & LOVE!

2007-09-15T13:45:00.000+08:00

I'm kinda lazy to blog so i'll just give a list of thgs i did for the past weeks that i've not blog.
Not in chronological order.

my cousin's wedding.
i donate blood! wohoo! finally! trust me its not painful at all, sud have done it yrs ago.
i lost 20kg & now i wear size p for petite
i wen to the goat farm wit the kids & bought milk for my grandpa.
i had to go for my workplace family day wer all of us had to do belly-dancing.
i got married to a handsome billionaire.
i had a lunch date with my besterestest & i book the whole restaurant for her. SERIOUS.
i went for a scuba diving trip at bora2 on my own.
my husband bought me a VW Touareg for our wedding gift.
movies with my sis & cuz.

Baydeewayy, No 3, 6, 8 & 9 Ga BENAR SAMA SKALI!

Okay la GTG! Will update again. Soon maybe..yes? no? I donno..

MET MENJALANI IBADAH PUASA & BULAN RAMADHAN YANG PENUH BERKAT INI.

Semoga semua amalan2 kita diterimah allah & sgala dosa2 kan terhapus. Insyaallah amin.

Kalo sy punya silap dimaafin ya.

Love & Peace,

Aica

Survey

2007-08-19T00:36:00.001+08:00

I owe two people tags. Hahaha. Long overdue sey, esp aini's. Hahaha. 6 weird facts about me. Okay idk if its weird or not. And the continue the sentence thgy. Huhu. =P

Lyanne's

I secretly wish that i'll get to work as a zookeeper, a taxi driver & fastfood restaurant crew before i die.
I'm very detail oriented to the point that some ppl suggest i may have OCD.
I have not done any serious exercising in about two years!
I'm a psychology/counseling undergrad who works in a bank..GA NYAMBUNG BGET!
When i listen to songs i always make a mental videoclip for it, starring me of coz..Hehe
My hand writting is never consistent.

Aini's

I like to eat, walk at night esp under the rain, reading...
I am allowed to buy/consume alchohol & cigs bcause of my age bt i've never done so & far from doing it.
My favourite part of my body is my hair and my feet.
If I could fix one part of my human body it would definitely be me size, i wanna slim down without compromising my food intake. Hahahhaah. & maybe flawless skin & oh ya add a few cm to my height. that wud b superb man..
I hate LIZARDS! and hot + humid weather, noise and crowd.
If I could date a female celebrity, I would date ashley olsen, hillary duff & camelia.
If I could date a male celebrity, i would date chad micheal, daniel radcliffe, PRINCE HARRY!!!, Aaron Carter! & ashraf sinclair!!
I’m attracted to guys with boyish look!! =))))
I hate it when ive to wait for someone on my own at crowded places!
I prefer to sleep with the room super duper daym dark, even the punch-hole size lcd light distract me!

2007-08-11T04:18:00.000+08:00

Aku memujimu hingga jauh
Terdengar syahdu ke angkasa....

Hello my dears.
Hows everyone?

Well just a short update to wish my dearest dad,

Ab Mutalif Hashim a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
and congratulations on your PBM
(Pingat Bakti Masyarakat) award.

If we were malaysians, i'll be anak datuk. Hahaha.

Lots of pics to upload but i'm too lazy, just wait for it at my FS ok.

Can't wait for the wedding. Yeay! Which i shamelessly beg my dad to let me be somebody, flower girl or kipas-bride-girl or watever. Huhuuhu & i didnt even ask the couple themselves, nvmd ltr i ask, sure can one. Chey confident abiss arh.. Bole pitam siol..

Cantik. Kidal. Hitam. Ploy. Hikmah. Reflux.
I love you guys.

Hug & Kisses Everyone!
Fiamanallah.
Have a gr8 weekend.

.............Rintihan hatiku memanggilmu
Dapatkah kau dengar nyawa hidupku ?

2007-07-25T23:25:00.000+08:00

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

is definitely the BEST!

I've read it like almost 5 times since i got it 2 days ago.

My lecturer for this module is a drama king...

When a word he said reminds him of a lyric, he'll start singing.

He pouts and hops when he demands for answer.

& yes, he loves his bow tie.

But nothing beats the fact tat he's an old man,

thus making all the above actions extra disgusting.

Cannot take it!! Takble angkat!!

Okay bubye now ppl...

Luff u all...

Tc okay.....

Random Tots.

2007-07-20T01:13:00.000+08:00

Salman Oh Si Mantan.

I have exams later and what am i doing here?

With each exam my stomach never fail to churn seyy. Cause it means i'm a step closer to graduating & instantly the "what-am-i-gonna-do-when-i-grad-qs" pops out. Haiyooh. Can die... The pressure of having to shoulder more responsibilties for ourselves is so intense right?

SO , girls & boys who are still in secondary school. Please enjoy yourselves, get a highschool sweetheart, go eat fastfood aftr sch, loiter ard malls & voidecks, laugh till you burst with ur friend over your teacher's cocky hairstyle & just be grateful, be merry!

Oh ya, the pics above, i just feel like posting them. So just look, shut up and be sensitive!
( Psst...I am generally a nice blogger...i think its the exam..)

Okay, Scrammm!

Thank you allah.

2007-07-17T19:15:00.000+08:00

I've got lots and lots of things to blog about so where do i start?
Nmd, i shall start by updating wanie about ystrday. Hehee. Happy kn?

We talk about all the thgs that i never tot i could talk to * abt. At first i was a bit reluctant than i realise that all i want was a proper closure and i cn sense that * was reli trying * best to be sincere abt the whole thg so ya i just put aside whatever egos that i have holding me back and thgs turn out great aftr that. The feeling is soooooo nice & incase u r wondering wanie, I DIDNT CRY! Hahaha okay although there were 2 occasions wer i almost start tearing but i didnt so ya, u owe me congrats....Huhu. Lame-o! I guess time has healed all wounds that each of us bear so the whole conversation ystrdy turns out therapeutic for both of us. We both agree to that its only fair if we both can move on together without feeling any guilt or watsoever. & aftr so long daym.....* looks freaking hawt! Hahahaha. Okay that was so not impt. Anywae the whole point is ystrdy shall be marked as one of the best moments in my life this year. Enough said! =)

Moving on to the next topic, which is "that person" or shall be address as TP in this entry. K wanie, this one if u wana know more pm me at MSN or call me.

I always tot tat TP was some sort of a responsibility that the almighty gave me and that i was suppose help TP change bla bla. But ystrdy i realise that the whole mumbo jumbo is not about TP but abt ME. TP was a blessing in disguise. God wants me to change. Through TP god gave me a chance to bttr myself. I admit, this whole test that god put me through with TP really made me stronger emotionally & spiritually. TP time will come. I'm sure there will be a day where god will give TP the chance HE gave me. The whole thing just came to me while i was crying my eyes out while waiting for subuh. So it's really, really something for me. Like god has answered my prayers. All the weight on my shoulder just lifts off as soon as this thoughts came running through my head. I know my whole story may sound weird to some of you but i see it as a miracle. Like a calling. And i can't explain to you how fantastic it feels.

So dear friend, all i can say is through my personal experience. Despite how difficult the road may seem NEVER GIVE UP ON ALLAH swt, CUS HE'LL NEVER EVER GIVE UP ON US.

2007-07-15T02:00:00.000+08:00

BLIMEY!! Harry Syg Did Not Dissapoint Me.

Hehehe.
Although i must say, for those who do not read the book lah. They may be quite blur throughout the whole movie. BUT overall i think its FAB! Anyway i'm a HUGE fan of HP so i might be abit biased la. So up to u guys to decide k. Everyone have diff taste. & i feel like my whole entry mcm tak betul gitu sentence structure die. But watever la... Krg tak kesah kn. As long as korang paham sudah la.

Niwae, as usual i followed my mum to her religious class just now and the ustazah said that as humans we have to trained ourselves to be strong from the inside as in emotionally and spiritually because ALLAH swt akan sentiase memberi kite ujian demi ujian sepanjang hidup kite untuk menguji kekuatan iman kite dan kesabaran kite. Dan kite tak tau sama ada ujian yg kite akan dapat esok boleh kemungkinan menjadi lebih berat dari ujian hari ini. We have to learnt to move forward and push through these test with strenght no mttr wat and insya'allah watever we went through tak sia2 and not for nothing. Allah maha adil.

So if you are wondering why i'm writting all these? I want it to be a reminder for myself...... & since most of the ppl i kw reading my blog are my love ones (but its for sume org also..) so i'm sharing it with hopes that if you are going through a rough time hopefully this simple knowledge im sharing with u can bring u up ok darlings.

Bak kate Siti Tanjung Perak...
"Macam gini aku boleh kene HEAArrrt attack......"
Hehe. =P

HARRY & ME

2007-07-06T15:58:00.000+08:00

How to do a career transition assessment when i don't have a proper job to begin with. Hehehehe. Macam mane nak jawab the qs? U tell me.

Mobot isnt exactly a proper job rite. Hehehe...

How Doris?
How Siva?
How Devki?
How Ellen?

HOW?

Eh btw, is it true JK's gonna kill Harry soon?
Is the upcoming book the last of the series?
How like that?

I'm so busy now with my assessment that i haven't had the time to read order of phoenix before the movie's out. But i've done my other homework which is to watch all the past 4 movie to get ready for the upcoming one. Must recap u kw? I think lots of ppl out there oso have the same habit as me. Hehe.

Oklah gtg.
Farewell all muggles. =P

* Disapparate * POOF!

NOTHING LAST FOREVER

2007-07-05T02:53:00.000+08:00

It is so easy to see

Dysfunction between you and me

We must free up these tired souls

Before the sadness kills us both

I tried and tried to let you know

I love you but I'm letting go

It may not last but I don't know

Just don't know

A bed that's warm with memories

Can heal us temporarily

The misbehaving only makes

The ditch between us so damn deep

Built a wall around my heart

I’ll never let it fall apart

But strangely I wish secretly

It would fall down while I'm asleep

Tough we have not hit the ground

It doesn't mean we're not still falling,

Oh I want so bad to pick you up

But you're still too reluctant to accept my help

What a shame, I hope you find somewhere to place the blame

But until then the fact remains

Everyday....

With every worthless word we get more far away

The distance between us makes you so hard to stay

Nothing lasts forever, but be honest

It hurts but it may be the only way

SLELEH

2007-07-01T03:48:00.000+08:00

I scolded a couple just now in the MRT. Hahaha. IDK what got into me, all i know i was so darn pissed off man. So many ppl are holding on to tat pole and they just sandar on everyones hand and start PDA-ing. For the fact that i was wearing my black heels (slippery), the train was sardined-packed, my laptop's weight in my bag seems to be building up and i lack in height. And they are both leaning and putting their weight on my arm. Luckily a very nice mat let me hold the handgrip (cause i look like i'm gonna burst in anger & i'm too short to reach the top pole...) After i scold the couple, everyone around me 'tambah nasi' and start giving their inputs esp the cute apek. Hehehe. The couple decide to alight aftr tat. Hehe. I'm not mean okay, i just start the ball rolling. Hahaha. No lar, i'm just pissed of with inconsiderate ppl. They should be banned from taking public transport!! BANNED! BANNED! Hehehe. K Dah. Fyi, aftr that this uncle took pity on me & offer me his seat. Hehehe. I was so tak tau malu i actually sat. Luckily the uncle turun lg 2 stop je. If not i'll be so guilty. Hehehe.

But that's not the highlight of the day, the worse thing that happen today is i got lost in bugis. How slengeh cn i get. I was walking and walking ard in circle and i still can't find the darn library. And i'm to egoistic to call doris to pick me up. Hehe. Aftr 40mins i gave up and ask doris to pick me up. Which took another 10 minutes cause she cant find me as i was waiting for her at the wrong carpark. Hehehe. I kw, i kw... Gimme a break, i'm not familiar with bugis.

The other day, me & iqbal, my cuz, were talking about how we cant wait to watch transformers, and so happens that my dad bought the vcd at JB, so we want to be extra bagus and watch 1st before its out so we give in to pirated temptations. Heeks.. Halfway to the show i was bored to tears, i start reading & doodling...Shortly aftr iqbal gave up and decide to fast forward to the end, the ending is also MEREPEK. So we're like HUH? How come the even steven guy didnt appear at all and the whole movies about stupid lame ppl from the future wearing grey catsuits...I stopped the disc when iqbal notice the DVD menu pic. Guess what? Its not TRANSFORMERS BUT TRANSMORPHERS...!!!! HAHAHAHA. I swear i was laughing my heads off seeing the =O look on iqbal's face. Hehehe.

So the moral of the story is NO MORE PIRATED CDs. PERIOD!

Bye People. Tag me okay or i'll haunt you.

transformer

2007-06-27T17:23:00.000+08:00

Deg-degan.
Nauseous.
Butterflies in my tummy.
Sweaty Palms.
Numb fingers.
Badan nyilu.

Why?

Cause i'm so HAPPY. OVERJOYED. CLOUD 9. HAPPY. HAPPY. & HAPPY.

Hehe. Overdoses.

2007-06-23T01:58:00.000+08:00

Hello just a short update.

Happy Birthday Wishes For,

ANIN

OVI

MBA AMI

Thanks to all you darlings taggers who've tagged me.

& Hi Saba, if you happen to read my blog agn cn tell me like specifically who u r...

My memory terrible la, i cnt tink of anyone with the name of saba...

I'm Soooo Soooorrry!! =P

Finally!

2007-06-17T02:21:00.000+08:00

My Dear Reader, before i began my post i just wanna say a thousands apologies for the lack of update, been busy...with stuffs & EXAMS. Sorry ya.. Bget!!

So, what do guys wanna know..How i fair for the counselling practical exam? Hehe i got an A. GOD, i was so darn nervous & the whole 30 mins just seemed so long & having laurence observing me & choong han doesnt helps at all infact it was indimidating. If u ask me now what happen all i can say is that i can't rmbr. That's how nervous i am. I dun rmbr anitin. But according to laurence i did quite well.

I'm moving to the next semester next week..So fast rite? No hols man.. Before you can even say counselling psychology it will already be january 2008 and i'll get my dip & move to 2nd year. How time flies this year. TOO FAST TOO FURIOUS. HUAHUAHUA.

School aside, anyway the highlight of this month has to be meeting my dear "Dara Astagfirullahalllaziiim udah telatttt..." & Agnes Linda Monica. Hehe. Okay actually also nonton letto & gita manggung live. Hehe.

Oh ya just now, otw back home in a cab, i saw an accident.. a bus & 4 cars. It was terrible sey, but the scary part was that at the first one of the car was producing smokes then suddenly it flames up. Boy, everyone panic sey cuz it looks as if it might blow up anytime...My taxi driver also, he went like "Alamak!! Faster eh faster..." cuz the accident took up 3 lanes and so everyone had to pass through one tiny lane so the traffic was daym slow plus sum cars are just so kepo they purposely slow down to see but when the car suddenly flames up all the vehicles starts to speed up... I took sum pics but its not that clear so i'm not gona put it here.

Niwae buat dimas, arian & rizky congrats dech uda pd lulus smua. Slamat menempuh alam kul. Trust me, ntar kalian pasti mau balik dan ngulangin lg SMAna dech. Hehe. Bcanda. =P & everyone else who read tis blog yg uda pd lulus SMA ato SD congrats jga. Yg lg nungguin pengumuman SMP, hehe... Jg kesihatan nya. Jgn smpai pd tggl pengumuman kalian cuman ambil keputusan nya lewat sms dari katil RS kerna stress berat dan overdoses deg-degan. HEHEHE. Kidding.

Buat Si 2 yg Mirip moga2 aja semuanya lancar & kalian bisa ketrima disana. Gd luck buat menepuh suasana baru. Ntar kalo pulang jgan bawa calon bule. Kalo mau skalian nyariin buat sy. HEHEHEHE. I MISS YOU TWO SO MUCH.

& to all anak Aceh di JK. Mudah2an aja rencana buat nyusul dara ama linda yg uda nyampe di aceh berhasil. Pasti pd senang smua nya uda lama g pulang kn.. =))

To kk gw si kembar yg lg sibuk bersenang2 di bali ninggalin adik2 na...curang skali kau nak.., AWAS kalo sampe lupa nyariin oleh2 buat gw.

To ovi yg bakal ultah g lama lg. G tau kado kmu bisa nyampe sblum cair pa ga...HEHE.

To anati yg uda mo pinda ke malay buat kul dan Nisa yg mo nyambung SMA di Bandung. GOOD LUCK JG.

Last but not least to every single soul reading this blog. I pray that whatever you're doing, wherever you are & whoever you are. Mudah2an aja sgala sesuatu yg dilakuain ato pingin dilakuin sepanjang bulan june ini bisa berjalan dgan lancar. God bless. Thanks for taking the time to read my curhat.

Love & Peace,

Aica

HUHUHU.

2007-06-08T13:42:00.001+08:00

Its been awhile since i last update. Males gw. Lg pusing mikirin ujian and whether i'll b choosen amongs the 22 ppl for ____________.

Trus, this week has been quite a hectic week. From the farewell dinner, to enduring the renovation thats taking place at home, cleaning my room, unpacking all the boxes, (3 boxes left..), lectures, roleplays, exam preps, baby-sitting my cousins, cooking, baking, and today is friday, some of you'll go like TGIF...i'll go like...UGHHss. Today's itenary is renovation, cook lunch, apm....Thank god no school. But than saturday got lecture...Daym..Lgian my emotional stability is a bit bumpy this week. Ga ngemood gitu mo ngapa2in.

I'm daym sad abt ly abrupt departure. But ohwells, life's like dat. We always feel complacent of what's infront of us until its no longer near our reach. But come to think of it, bcuz of everything that i've been thru i've grown weaker with every goodbyes i had to go thru. I guess i'm just not made for goodbye. But i'm glad i'm able so spend some time with her rite before she leaves. Hope she likes the cupcakes i bake for her in like 1 and half hr. Hehe.

Kla, gtg, i'm sorry this entry is picture-less. Males, i just feel like sleeping thru this week.

Ku mengerti perpisahan ini
Bukan kerana kau membenci
Tapi kasih yang pernah ku beri
Tiada lagi bersama
Sering, kala aku terlihatkan mu
Impian nan indah bersulam bahagia
Ku harungi hari demi hari
Bersama wajah tak mungkin akan kembali
Tapi hati masih tak terima
Ditinggalkan sengsara
Keraguan ini bukanlah padamu
Perasaan hati masih rindu
Kekalutan ini hanyalah untukku
Tercari-cari bayanganmu
Tak sanggup aku kehilangan
Kehilanganmu…

SIAM BBB

2007-06-02T01:13:00.001+08:00

Today has been a very long day.

The lecture's abit dry.

I'm exhausted.

Tapi bahgia.

Ketawa-ketiwi.

I've decided to take my love for cooking to the next level. (huh?!paan sich!)

Thinking of having another blog just for my recipes & posting masak2.

But we'll see how la, abit lazy.

Pingin nonton BBB!

Daaaaa...

Cinta Mati Ama Kamu.

2007-05-31T00:20:00.002+08:00

Rmbr, i told you guys that i've been coughing for the past few days right?

Well i'm a type of person with quite a high level of tolerance, i rather endured pain than go to the doctor, why? because i find it leceh to makan obat & stuffs.. Hehehe. You'll know if i'm in real pain when i shut up, cry or faint. Hehehe. Happen before.

So what happen was yesterday night, the coughing got worse and i was experiencing intense pain around my chest area, at ard 12am i got breathless and finally the pain got real bad that my level of tolenrance plunge down to zero. And i was crying, huahuahua. So at 1+ my mum had to send me to a 24 hours clinic, turns out that i have chest infection. All because i didnt attend to the coughings & choose to ignore it.

Scary rite? So friends do not ignore your coughs. ;P

Anywae my health make me feel quite lemas today but something wonderful crops up & i'm feeling better than any healthy day. =D I got a titipan from someone very special from JK. Hehe. And it's something close to my heart. Hehehe.

Jadi igt the first time gw nonton filem ini d bioskop PIM. Cinta pertama itu kan popular dgn sedihna, trus the audience yg lg nonton pada nangis semuana. Hehe. I was sitting beside ♥ and i was crying, then waktu lg nonton smbil nagis2 tu gw sering ngerasa kalo ♥ lg liatin gw trus, hehe, gw langsung liat ke arah dia, tpi dia tetep perhatiin gw dgn penuh pengertian gitu deh makanya gw jadi kegeeran sich pkrna ♥ mo mujukin gw gitu, ternyata mo tau apa yg dia blg, "kamu ko cengeng bget sich" Hahaha. Cieeeehelehh. Dasar cowo. Otak gw sich mau nya langsung aja blg "kmu itu mati rasa kali" tpi dia langsung senyum kek bcanda gitu trus gw jadi ngertawain diri gw sendiri. Hehehe. Iya, tpi stelah itu sepanjang lg nonton dia mujukin gw terus. Jadi gw senang bget. Hmmm. Masa-masa indah yg ga bisa berulang. Precious.

Niwae do watch this movie cause it's good. And it will surely remind you of all ur secondary school crush, ex, fling..etc. Hahaha. No seriously, the storyline is good and original. They played with your emotions like alot! Chip my feelings. Haha. Its like you know the girl will definitely die but than along the way they put ur hopes up soo high that the girl won't. Then they crushed it. You'll definitely feel like as if your apart of it. Hahaha. Especially those with unrequited love experience. Hehehe. Plus Cinta Pertama gets quite good reviews from indo & malaysian movie critics. And they said its better than heart so if you like heart you'll definitely love cinta pertama. But everyone is entittled to your own opinion and not everyone have the same taste so don't come trashing me if you don't like it. Hahaha. But if u like it den u can tell me. Hehehe. Kidding.

Thanks buat titipannya.
Now i can watch my favourite movie everyday and think of you.
LOVE. LOVE. LOVE.

pretty pastries

2007-05-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

After,

Homemade Pizza

Garden Theme Cupcakes

Nasi Lemak/Uduk

Sambal Hijau

I proudly present to you......

Hehe. Gw pikir pastry itu gampang sich.

Tpi ternyata lumayan payah nya.

For all those beginner bakers out there,

i suggest do not try pastries. It's tedious.

Swear..! But the results is fantastic. =D

Senang bget tpi kecapean. DADA!

My blog uda kyk cooking blog aja deh.

Lg kurang sihat nich. Minta doa na nya temen2 supaya gw bisa cepat sembuh. Thanks.

Asoy Geboy Bedebug Enjoy!

2007-05-28T10:00:00.001+08:00

Good Morning Everyone! =D

I woke up daym early this morning, cuz i was awaken by my quite bad cough (infact its deteriorating now..) and after various failed attempt to force myself back to sleep, i gave up and so i decide to go to the toilet, on the way to the toilet, a sudden urge to cook sprang up and so, ya, tanpa mengambil masa yg lama utk mempertimbangkan ide ngaco gw, gw langsung mulai masak. Huhuhhu.

Pagi-pagi, matahari masih ngumpet dibalik awan, saat manusia lain baru sadar dari tidur & ada yg masih tidur, seorang manusia aneh berpontang-panting memasak dengan hati yang riang ria & asoy enjoy! Nah, smbil gw masak, my imagination run wild. You kw how some girls when they see cute baby their maternal instinct kicks in. Ya kalau gw, saat gw masak gw jadi pingin kawin, sok ibu rumah tangga gitu. Ciiieeeeleeeehh. Gila kn? Dasar centil. Hehehe. Pacar aja g ada, mo pake kawin2 sgala. Ngaco. Tapi lucu jga, smbil gw masak, gw ngertawain diri sendiri. =P It's fun, you should try it. My recipe turn out nice, but i've not really eaten it yet, cus i'm too tired and lg g ngemood mo makan g2.

Anywae below's the recipe. Tpi maaf ya, soalnye ini resep yg gw bikin sendiri dlm masa beberapa minit aja, di dlm keadaan kurang tidur, di pagi2 hari, jadi nama masakkan na kurang kreatif. Hahha. Ga papa kn? Sambal Hijau, so cocky i know...But its really enak lho. Do try it. Tpi kalo yg lg diet diminta JANGAN COBA ya, cus afterward you may feel like sueing me for all the extra unwanted cholestrols. Hehehe.

My Special Friend.

2007-05-27T08:09:00.000+08:00

Specially dedicated to a very very special friend,

Thanks for paying great attention to my life.

Thanks for making me feel good about myself.

Thanks for all the times you tried to cheer me up with your silly antics.

Thanks for all the effort you took to boost my ego and motivate me.

Thanks for making me laugh, you know i need it.

& Thanks for taking the time to crawled out of your hole to read my blog.

Hope you'll like my updated template. =)

I made it specially for you.

You know who you are honey. =D

HAPPY WEEKEND EVERYONE!

Love & Peace,
Aica.

2007-05-24T19:26:00.000+08:00

Ternyata having a blog susah juga ya, its TOUGH.

Hehehe. Why?

Because i get envious when i bloghop & saw blogs that are nicer (template wise) and more interesting than mine.

Huhuhuu..

Tell me, how can a person make his/her posting seemed soo darn interesting when all they just talk about is merely simple things like, what happen at school, what happen at home, there's this one blog that i came upon & her latest post is about her encounter with a salesman and boy! i was hooked on the entry like she had just published a bestselling chickflick novel on her blog. Pokoknya kejadian2 yg nyatai2 aja gitu lho.

Justru aku pun berfikir & after spending sumtime ngelamun...

I realised that its not the matter of having a talent in writting.

(cuz some write very well and they are still painstakingly boring).

Wanna know why?

But its solely opini aq ya, jadi terserah deh mo pecaya pa ga. Ntar aq dibilang sok tau lg. =P

Kerna aq ngerasa kalo tipe-tipe org yg aku sebutin tdi, menulis dgan perasaan. Maksud aq org2 kyk mereka itu punya personality yg sgt hebat, nah jadinya personality itu terpancar dlm coretan mereka gitu lo. Understand? Okay i shall repeat, what i meant was these people have great personalities trait & a positive disposition, that when they wrote their personality came across so strongly in their posts.

Makanya the secret to being a great blogger is...

JADI DIRI KAMU SENDIRI.

JUST BE YOURSELF.

Yes? No? Agree?

Terserah deh.. Anda bebas memilih. =D

Cieee, kyk ngebahas politik aja..

Living in antartica.

2007-05-23T01:44:00.000+08:00

Random Stuff.

Yesterday simon came (Note: NOT simon cowell!) to take the washing machine & my parent's room fan. And since my fan, kepala nya udah ga bisa gerak, pandangan na cuman satu posisi, kemasukan kali (hayooooo...)! Ya langsung aja, nyokap nyuruh simon ambil fan gw jga.

Few days back, rumah gw tu baru ngati AC baru. Yang namanya barang baru itu pasti kondisi nya nge-top abizz la. Nah, AC gw itu kyk meniup angin dari antartica bo! Jadi ngaco kn, kalo dimatiin panas, kalo dihidupin dingin.

& me, i am not petty...(okay maybe i am sometimes..okay most of the time...) i cant sleep in the room temperature g pas gitu lo...its so disturbing once in a while i need to switch it off den when it warms up, i switch in on back. Ada di antara kalian pasti nanya,dasar ca..knapa g di naikkin temperature nya...the answer is, ITS STILL COLD, after a long period of time..I've tried. Gw uda coba..Sumpah! (eh napa jga harus pake sumpah sgala, kta cuma ngebahas soal AC kn...?!)

So? Why do i blog about this, its because i want all of you to pray for me. Minta doa nya supaya besok bokap ga lupa beliin fan baru buat gw, supaya sengsara ini bisa berakhir. (overdoses dramanya..! cuma masalah gini doankk..)

Bdw, ngomong2, ada yg mungkin nanya, why am i mixing english & bahasa. Jawapan nya simple, so gw bisa reach out to both my frens here & temen2 dari indo. Happy kann semuanya...? Fair kan gw.. Hahaha.

Okay deh, take care everyone. Daaa saings q. I LOVE YOU. Bget! =D

Obviously, I AM BORED!!

2007-05-22T03:44:00.000+08:00

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!

How Happy Are You, Really?

You Are Pretty Happy Being Single

You have a full, fun life. And you definitely don't need love to be content.
Of course, being single can get you down a little. Especially when you've been single for a while.
But you know how to be patient and wait for the right person. You're life is too good to settle for anything!

Are You Happy Being Single?

As you can see, i was obviously bored.

Can't sleep as usual, so i did a few test.

And i realise i am pretty much content with my current state right now, i'm doing the thing i like & love. And i'm free to make choices.

Maybe it's true, maybe i just need to get adjust myself with this loneliness and make it a part of me and not let it take over the better of me.

Hari yang lebih indah pasti kan datang, god has is written perfectly for me thus i should not question what has been planned instead make the best of it. Tetap smagat menatap hari esok dan menjadi kan nya lebih baik dari semalam.

I dont want to be ungrateful & selfish because no matter how bad i feel my problems are, pasti ada masalah di dunia ini yang lebih parah lagi dari my masalah dan kalo dibandingi yaaa masalah aq si trivial bgett.

So from today onwards, i shall hold on to this entry, okay talk is cheap BUT i promise to commit myself to my words. I vow to be better, happier & stronger. Insya'alah. Amin!

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is a mistery.

And today is a gift that's why we called it the present.

So make the best your present cause its the best gift god has offered.

Love & peace,

Aica

Opini gw yg g nyambung...

2007-05-21T03:20:00.000+08:00

Hello semuanya..

Hehe..lg dengerin coolradio.. Bagus amat si hari ni..gokil abiezz!! Masa topic nya promosi diri..Hahaha..promosi FS, YM sgala mcm.. Hehehe.. Its kinda fun actually u get ur FS ready n a blank webpage...Den wen the DJ announce id org itu nah langsung search...Hahaha... But the DJ is soo funny he kept making lame jokes and laughing to himself.. & i am laughing at his lame jokes non-stop..Ketawa sendiri lg, ngaco...! Kyk org sinting aja.. Tpi g pp kn... Dari sedi muluw, bagusan ketawa ketiwi sendiri.. Huhu... Watever...At the same time, chatting ma daya...god i tink we both have ISSUES...ko g tidur sich...? Bdw, ayeee LAPEEEER!!!! (g nyambung..) pingin mkn di rumah mkn aceh ato bolo2 yg deket ama kakiku reflexology..di daerah apa sih namanya....aduh lupa...ato muratabak manis... Hahaha kyknye semuanya not available disini....Gini aja deh siapa yg mau traktir gw makan d platinum d CIWALK......!!!?!!!??!! Ga bakalan nyesal lho kalo traktir gw...Hehehehe..Dasar..

Okey deh gtg...bsk nyetir nih....serem!!!

Post-it

2007-05-20T02:43:00.000+08:00

='(

2007-05-18T01:30:00.000+08:00

What do you do when you're sad?
Like really really sad..
Trus lo sendirian ga ada yg nemanin.
Ga punya syapa2 untuk curhat ato ngobrol ma lo?
Apa yg bakal lo ngelakuin?

NANGIS.....................?

2007-05-16T03:18:00.000+08:00

My Sweet Escape.
Paradise on Earth.
My sweetheart.
Saksi Bisu Cinta Q.
Chucks Happy House.
Tempat Yang Paling Indah.

I MISS YOU.

Nasi LOMAK Buah BIDARA.

2007-05-14T20:42:00.000+08:00

I had the urge to cook nasi lemak today. I did & It turn out quite well. I get good grades from my family. Haha. Bdw, nasi lemak itu kyk nasi uduk versi singapur. =D

Usually it's eaten with ikan goreng or ayam goreng but ikan takde and i'm scared to goreng ayam cuz later the minyak percik2. SO, i use hotdog and nugget instead. Haha.

The nasi just cook as usual but u substitute water with santan and put crushed garlic and ginger and daun pandan.

To make the sambal just rebus chili/cabe kering den buang the air and wash the boiled chili/cabe a few times, den blend it with bawang merah, bawang putih and belacan. Den tumis with minyak until the chili/cabe become garing and naik minyak den put air asam jawa. That's all. Senang kan.

Klah i'll end my post with a popular pantun lama yg abit crappy. I mean why the hell wud you lose you mum and family and go after your lover.

Nasi lemak buah bidara,

Sayang selasih hamba lurutkan,

Hilang mak hilang saudara,

Kerana kasih saya turutkan.

ROOM MAKEOVER.

2007-05-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

PENAT SEY..
Today is such a long day.
Need to empty out the cupboards and dresser get ready for the renovation.. My room is in a mess! Chey step hari lain neat je..Haha..
=))

Everything is stuff in trashbag, suitcases and box.

I swear to god i didnt abuse him. =P
Kamar nya berantakan jadi teddy ngambek. Haha.

Nice rite the box..This is call packing with style. Hehee. Karut siak.
Go find it at ikea 9.90 only. Got many diff designs...

Klah gtg, i need to chge into my PJs but i forgot it's in which box. Daym.
Daaaaaaaaa...

Btw, Pingin maen ke JK asap, kata Ba Anta bisa ketemu ama INDRA!!! Argh!!!!

Sedih Amat.

2007-05-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

Hari ini aq sedih amat. Sebenarnya si sedih semalam g ditangisi trus kebawa smpi hari ini. Smpi2 aq jd lemes, nangis muluw. Tpi yg bikin pusing ialah aq g bisa nebak napa aq jdi sedih ke gini. Knapa sich? Smpai detik ini aq masi ngerasa hampa, kesal, gimanaaaa g2. Pkk na g konsen mo ngapa2in. Wajar la setiap org itu punya rasa sedih tpi aq g suka smpi terlarut2. Soalna aq g suka, walau pun sedih aq mau tetep smgt, aq g suka jadi cewe yg lemah, yg cuman bisa nangis, q mau bangkit. =(

Bantuin aq ya teman..?

Percaya ga pada cinta pandang pertama?

2007-05-11T00:51:00.000+08:00

Somethings worth blogging.

1st
Tadi sore chatting ama temen ku di cairo, dear, trus diajak dgrin radio online indonesia, coolradio, pas ku buka langsung kaget, kerna sang DJ lg nyampai kan salam buat aisha di singapur. Bukan geer ya mmg buat aku. Haha. Lucu. Ternyata di dear kasi opini ama request. Haha. Hampir overdoses deg-degan. Ya jadi aku langsung kasi opini deh ama request, minta lagu mengenangmu by kerispatih. Salam nya nitip buat dear balik, buat temen2 di kotwis yg aku kangen bget dan buat sang DJ. Hahaha opini ku ngaco bgat deh ga usah ditanya. DJ na lucu si, iseng2. Kata na nama ku keren..hahaha..biasa aja kali..

2nd
Chat ama chan pake webcam pas dgrin request na tu. Jadi tambah kangen & sedih na mintak ampun ga usah ditanya!!

3rd
Chat with dayah abt watevr dat cums across our minds. Coincidently, i'm gonna so-call renovate my room so i wanna change the colour oso, becuz rite now its like this U-G-L-Y YOU DUN NEED AN ALIBI light greenish yellow (my mum choose, dengki..hehehe.) So i have officially appoint dayah as my interior planner. Hopefully sume berjalan lancar esp the secret plan. Hehehe. Confirm fun giler. Can't wait!!

4th
Ditawarin jdi DJ online wakilin singapur g2 dari DJ yg coolradio tadi. Masih g pasti mau pa ga soalnya g punya waktu. Dipikir. Dipikir. Dipikir. Oh ya lgian aq ga yakin ama kebolehan q berbahasa indo. Mantap kaga..?! Hehe. Jadi gman teman2?! ( Bdw, smbil blog ni smbil dgerin coolradio lg diputer lagu SUNNY. Argh cinta pertama!! Mellow abiz ni....Hahaha)

5th
Perna ngerasa g dihargaiin bget g, sperti org lupa kalo kita jga punya perasaan. Tpi kalo diblg kyk gini orgna malah pkr kita egois..? Jadi gimanaaaaaaaaaa g2.. Penasaran kn. Kalo sering bget jagain perasaan org lain kn lama2 jadi cape. Setiap org jga mau dihargain, mau ngerasa gmana ada org yg perhatian ama kita dan bukan cuman kta doank yg pengertian ama dia tpi dia malah ga nyadar. =(( ( lagu na ungu tercipta untukku lg diputer, tambah mellow!)

6th
Asal lho tau aja ya, aq skrg bintang filem tau!! Hahaha.

"Hidup selalu saja begitu; tak bisa ku mengerti. Semua bisa saja terjadi dan berubah hanya dalam sepersekian detik saja di depan mata kita. Suka, duka, sedih, bahagia, dan tentu saja hidup dan mati." -Dear http://senandung80coret.blogpot.com

Ego Defense Systems.

2007-05-10T01:09:00.000+08:00

What an end to a great day..

Suddenly my id and superego decided not to work together anymore and they are giving my ego a hell of a F difficult time trying to satisfy the both of them. I'm not trying to blame it on external attributions but it is the extrinxic factors that are bothering me. God, isn't just frustating when someone place unacceptable impulse in themselves on you? Not once or twice but gazillion times! How sickening. And its totally not my fault that you have a fixation at stage 2. Gawd, you seriously have issues seyy.

*Sigh...* I shan't let my emotions get the better of me. Thank god, i'm able to sublime* everything.

*Sublime derives from the word Sublimation which means personification of a desire. Disposing your negative emotions in a positive way.

Still blur?

I'm venting my anger using pyshological terms in other words i'm revising and applying the theories i learn in lecture onto my problem. + preparing myself for exam.

Bye.

Sinting Ke Ching Ching!

2007-05-07T07:27:00.000+08:00

Hello.

I am burning the midnight oil to finish up my assignments. Sok rajin bgeeeeeeettt. Hehe. Thought of sleeping for a while but since its already 7.07am i think i will just forget about it lah. Kapan2 jga bisa tidur tapi assignment nya ga bisa di tanggur. Cieeee step pantun pulak. You must have thought that i am done with my assignment kan tapi sebenarnye tak. Haha. I just feel like blogging plus i have a serious issue of procrastination. Hahaha. And also i blog cause i wanna show you sum pics i edited for my friendster profile. Hahaha. Lagian dimz kmu tu ga maksa2 aq chatting mulu gmana bisa selesai dimz tugasan na!! Ayooo bobo sana!!! Heheheh.

DASAR ORANG KURANG KERJAAN BGEETTTTT!!!!

Okey deh bye. Oh iya hampir lupa. Met pagi temen2 ku semua! Semoga hari ini bisa menjadi hari yang terindah buat kalian ya.

Pss: I bought a new laptop. Okay correction, my dad bought me a new laptop. :))

PICS GALORE!

2007-05-01T00:47:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Hop scotch @ Ting-ting @ Engklek

Lesson learnt, do not leave two kids unattended with chalks in their hands.

Cupcake Bakin-travanza!

The oven name so manja baby belling..Hehe.

The icings were made to look like grass and vines. Hehehe.

Garden theme cake. Since my grands love gardening so much. Hehe.

ATUK Birthday celebration!

These 3 self-appoint themselves as pembawa acara.
But they wer funni tho, cuz they act so malu & discuss among
themselves until all the candles wer half-melted.
But gd effort la & very totful of dem.
Plus they made everyone laugh. Hehehe.

Mainly the reason why the cake has so many candles
is not because of my atuk s age but because the younger
ones will never fail to fight as to who gets to blow the candles
practically every bdae so the candles will always have to be enuf
for birthday person & all the others who violently & strong belief
that they deserve to blow. Hehe.

Happy birthday kakek!! May 4JJI bless you. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.

Yaya the bear, Filzah the fox & Zaf the rabbit.
Oh ya they also did the pukka dance. So hilarious!

THE END.

DASAR ORG GILA!

2007-04-30T23:47:00.000+08:00

OMG! I am not a complain queen k. But i am so tired...! My back hurts like as if when i sujud a truck ran over me. Hehe. Kau OVER SEYYY! Its seriously KECAPEAN YANG GA BISA DI GAMBAR KAN DENGAN KATA2. Over lg! I think it will take like 178979234813293013083289023829 years later, for me to start baking again.

Okay its not the baking actually its the making of the chocolate ar. The baking went smoothly. SO DEAR FRIENDS PLEASE DO NOT ATTEMPT TO MAKE YOUR OWN CHOCOLATE. As in using different colours of chocolate to make chocolate bar shape like flower, bee, ladybug...bla bla bla..

Okey deh gtg, bcuz im so tire i cant sleep so i wanna try and watch KABHI KUSHI KABHI GHAM. Hahahaha. I tink i spell it rite. I dunno what got into me, i just feel like watching bollywood (note: i actually hate hindi movies cause its too dragy) stuff. Must be the evil cursed of the disfigure chocolate ladybug. Hehehe.

I miss you so much i feel like dying.

2007-04-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

Note that exclamation mark is back but qs mark & apostrophy is gone. This laptop is weirdo!!

Hello.

Actually I am exhausted today cuz the whole family is involved with spring cleaning lead by my father & of cuz supervised by mam. Hehehe. But i still want to blog cuz i am sooo HAPPY that indra took the effort to e-mail all the keepers. WOHOOO. Too bad he is not feeling well. Ksian deh. Hayoooo everybody please doain so that my (geer!) indra will get well soon. Hehehe. Tomorrow me & syaz will be busy sedikit cuz we are gonna be baking.. Yeay whoppeee. Anyway hehehe. I dunno whether i sud be blogging in bahasa or english cuz its kinda unfair for both parties if i were to blog with one lang onli. So gman ya temen2.. Any idea.. Hhehe. Okey deh, met tidur semuanya...Hopefully no one will get monday blues 2mrw. Below is the email from indra.

alo keepers!!!!

kt lagi di surabaya nih, tadi siang kita syuting acara hip2 hura sctv di mal pakuwon, kt syuting 4 lagu, buat dua edisi, belum tau tayangnya kapan aja, mungkin mgg dpn sm mgg dpnnya lg.

tadi adalah hip2 hura paling rame yang pernah ada, syutingnya di dalem malnya, biasanya diluar, kyknya overload, ampe ada yg pingsan, tp aku ga liat,aang yg liat, td waktu kita bawain terlalu indah ternyata byk yg udah hapal, it was great.

skrg lg istirahat di hotel, anak2 lagi keluar cari makan tp aku titip aja, agak flu td jd males keluar, besok kt muter ke radio2 srby 2 hari, nyicil2 promo pra-rilis. dgr2 tgl 7 bsk album udah mulai edar di jkt, tp kita tunggu aja bareng2 dg sabar yaa,

see y'all

indra

2007-04-28T02:21:00.000+08:00

WARNING: My Laptop Punye Qs & Exclamation Mark is SPOILED. Please try your very best and use your own imagination to picture my excitement. Thank you.

Hello.

Hehehe. I made pizza. Who want some...

Sebenarnya mau update tentang tdi main ke rumah kakek trus ikut-ikutan saudara2 ku yg kecil main engklek...( Bener pa sih ejaan nyee...) Tpi baterai laptop nya udah hampir matii ni jdi kpn2 aja ya update nya..Ada foto nya lg..Tpi sori de..Bukan foto ku ya yg lg main engklek takut ntar jelek...Hahaha.. ( Posting nya pake bahasa lo spesial buat temen indo ya.. ;)) )

2007-04-25T22:22:00.000+08:00

I dunno wat to blog abt so i'll do anati's hate survey. Its in indo. So if you dun understand any of the words just smile and wave ur hands up in the air for 5 second... =)

1.Paling benci makanan apa?
Mediterranean food..urgh..

2. Paling benci pelajaran apa?
MATHS!!!

3. Paling benci sekolah di mana?
BMC..eeeewww..

4. Paling benci naek kendaraan apa?
Kapal, feri...pokoknya yg jln di laut deh..i have a bad case of seasick.

5. Paling benci warna apa?
g ada kyknya..i love colours.

6. Paling benci guru apa?
guru yg bias, yg demoralising..

7. Paling benci temen yang kayak gimana?
Temen yg curang!! yg super geer..Yg angkuh..Sok tau..Sok gaul jagoan g2 tapi ternyata cupu! Yg jago nyari kekurangan org lain tpi akhirannya dia sendiri yg ancur! Tipe2 yg nyebalin la..ga cocok dipggl temen!

8. Paling benci bulan apa, tyuss kenapa?
Bulan2 ujian!!! ARGHHH!! Stress berat!

9. Paling benci hari apa?
Ya tergantung aktivitas hari itu dong..kalau disuruh pilih kyk gini g bisa..

10. Paling benci minuman apa?
yg jamu2 g2..

11. Paling benci film apa?
Starwars, star trek, science fictions..bla bla...eeh ngebosanin!!

12. Paling benci bacaan apa?
yg membetekan..!

13. Paling benci model baju apa?
Model yg kainnya tebal...tropis kita panas bo!!

14. Paling benci angka/no. berapa?
Emangnya gw pikirin?!

15. Paling benci musim apa?
Singapur ga ada musim say...Tpi weather yg panas la & humid n ga ujan2..

16. Paling benci suara apa?
SUARA ORG ITU. EEEEwwww. Najis!! Jijik ngedgr nya..!!

17. Paling benci aliran musik apa?
TECHNO...annoying bgeeeeeeeeeeeett!!!

18. Paling benci bau apa?
Bau perfum dipake overdoses! Hehe. Bau2 yg g menyenangkn..

19. Paling benci model rambut apa?
rambut rusak...hehehehe dan cowok yg model rambut nya kyk cewe..tpi bila dipggl bencong g terima!

20. Paling benci alas kaki apa?
Alas kaki yg kotor bget tpi msih dipake..eew digusting..specially wen u wana step on it..

21. Paling benci tidur di mana?
Penting nya kalo ga lengkap, g ada selimutnya, bantal nya kurang g2. Ato kamarnya terlalu panas ato terlalu dingin, harus pas deh..Baru tidur nya enakk...hehe.

22. Paling benci nunggu apa?
Nungguin org, trus sendirian lg...Penderitaan nya complete deh..

23. Paling benci binatang apa?
Cicak!!!! Ular....!!!! Kodok...!!!!

24. Paling benci buah apa?
Buah Salak.

25. Paling benci kota apa?
None. I love singapore and i love travelling..

26. Paling benci acara TV apa?
Buaaaanyak!!

27. Paling benci disuruh olahraga apa?
Soccer..boring...

28. Paling benci nonton olahraga apa?
Soccer agn..

29. Paling benci duduk di mana?
Di tempat yg kotor, byk abuk, panas...byk preman..dan sendirian lg..

30. Paling benci tempat apa?
Tempat yg kyk diatas..

31. Paling benci disuruh stop ngapain?
Stop tidur, nonton lg2 kalo acara nya asik..

32. Paling benci dibilang apa?
Dibilang ga pinter...Setaip org itu kn diciptakan sesempurna mungkin. Pingin gw bunuh tu org.

33. Paling benci dibandingin ma siapa?
Ama siapa2 aja. G suka dibandingin...It kills ur self-esteem and self-confidence.

34. Paling benci dipuji apa?
Haloo siapa aja yg g suka dipuji.

35. Paling benci permen apa?
Permen yg rasa nya aneh g2 lo..

36. Paling benci selebritis siapa?
Selebritis yg cuma bikin satu show doank, lakonan ato nyanyian nya jga ga bagus tpi sombong nya mintak ampun!!

37. Paling benci lagu apa?
Lagunya chicken little. Bikin pusing doank!

38. Paling benci feeling yg lg gimana?
Dicuekin la...Sedih tau!

39. Paling benci disuru ngomong apa?
Ngomong yg g jujur ama org yg kita lg naksir.

40. Paling benci mikirin apa?
Mikirin tentang pekara yg g pingin di ingatin tpi tetep g bisa di ngelupain!!!

2007-04-23T15:47:00.000+08:00

I'll do my crying in the rain.

Hello people, creative dikit dong. Dats a vocalist from my favourite band la. Hehehe. I can't believe you guys tot i'm serious. Anyway, aku da letak tagboard ni. Ni aku da letak tagboard korang tak tag pulak. Takde tagboard complain. But its okay. & if i have time i'll put up songs and links okay.

Haiyah its raining sey, sucha romantic weather. I bet lots of couple are now having their most romantic moment you know running together in the rain kinda stuff & then the guy will hold the girl's hand bla bla bla. If i'm a director most of my video clips will have couple's running, fighting, laughing in the rain. Its makes the whole thing more intense right? Ahh how sweet.. Hehe.. CUT!

I'm sorry but i have to end my berangan here people. Got assignment to complete. Due this friday. I'm doing psychology of gender and i need a gay, a lesbian and a super str8 guy and girl to interview. Who wants to volunteer?!

Sidetrack info: Feels like having movie marathon with wanie now. =)

2007-04-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

Meet my new bf.

INDRA
God..I'm so in love!

Believe me now wanie..?
Handsome rite.. =P

Mellow Bellooo.

2007-04-14T06:20:00.000+08:00

Okay obviously i'm back.

If you're a smart person, you might have guess that i will start my first entry with nothing else but excuses to why i stop blogging. Its defense mechanism okay human nature bla bla blueuu..

Ok! The reason why i stop blogging is not because i'm lazy (okay maybe 30%) BUT its because of the whole blogger turn google mumbo jumbo. It made me so confuse, then i lost my skin & then i forgot my password AND THEN, i became lazy. Hehe.

Plus i'm tired of using the name supergrrl. Cuz so many people use tat name alreadi. Bluergh. FYI, i've always like supergrrl even before i know supergrrl exist okay which was way way back in the early 90s. Only as time goes by then i know there is infact supergirl who was superman's cousin (& NOT GF YOU S****DHEAD!!!) then when i had spelling capabilities, i put 2 rr so it will be more chim. & den i search it on internet & friendster to make sure no one use tat name. That how psycho i am. But then again, all good things get destroyed in the kental hands of M&Ms nowadays. Its so sad but agn its not like i trademark it or anitin. So ya.

The pic above is taken at kampung melayu, jkarta. i was with mercy relief and ARUS. Following them giving out food aid and sch backpack to the flood victims which was fun. AND the reason why i look like dat is because i was busy staring at my feet at the point wen this pic was taken cause i was paranoid as they said u cn get sakit kulit bla bla bla if you made contact with the water.

Oh ya anyway today is Nawi's Bdae. I almost forgot to wish him until my mum remind me too. Hehe suddenly i rmbr the time wen i was in p.nusa car we're heading back to sg, the car was moving wen i had this insane idea ( watever got into me..!). So i pop out my head and shout (more like shrieking histerically) "I LOVE YOU ASNAWI!!!" and made everyone laugh at me. =))

So thats the end of my welcome back post.

I love you all, you know i do!

P/s: I know my skin is soo "sexy", will do sumtink abt it wen i have time.

BUSET!!!

2007-02-23T03:25:00.000+08:00

My Boredom Is Making Me Do Stupid Things.
I Need HELP!

2007-02-22T02:12:00.000+08:00

Yeay i've done a great job messing up my templates.
Congratulations...!!! NICE MOVE EINSTEIN!!

2007-02-05T01:08:00.000+08:00

Nothing special happen la. Sebab tu tak update. Takkan makan ape hari2, tdo pukul brape pun nak update.

Cuma ade sesuatu menyedihkan terjadi ar, my mp3 meninggal last week, sedih se. Tapi tkpe, tdi abah belikan memory card utk psp dgn rela hati, so nw i will use my psp maka akan berakhir la persoalan dari semua org tentang psp yg da setahun tk terpakai "ca, psp tu beli mahal2 kenape tak pakai...?" kerana jawapan die, "tu buat tabung, simpanan utk hari hujan.."

Kau...merepek sak ni entry, da la tu pakai bahase pulak tu..

Tapi tdi klakar eh, tk sangke org kat bench pun boleh kene yellow card. Hehehehe.

2007-01-01T22:33:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2006. Hello 2007.

Hehe. Don't know why i just feel like typing that.
No that i really care anyway, i feels the same to me.

Ouh ya btw, i miss jakarta and everything that comes with it.
As usual. Syndrome pulang.

But most of all i miss kamu, my dear.
Da end of story!!!

2006-12-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

Finally the tics has been confirmed yesterday and we're flying off 2mrw! Yippeeeeeeeeee lahh!!!!!!!!!!!!!! After a gazzilion times of postponing the trip cause of JPA workstuff here and the proposals akhirnya abis jugak. And now what i need to do is to clean my room yang macam da dilanda taufan durian and pack my bag (yes, i havent pack yet..).

Yeay..Cant wait to see papa nusa..bu draga..anin..mita..ditoo..ovi..dian..tika..dara..ruki....ikhsan..rendy..and the list goes on..

But the most exciting things is i'll get to eat DONUTS!!!! a&w!!! teriyaki beef rice at japanese fastfood!!!! and the nasi goreng at senayan!!!!!!!!! WHeeeee. FOOD!!!

JAKARTA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-12-06T17:05:00.000+08:00

Woke up today to hear that Nek Melah passed away this morning. And Tok Busu is critically ill.

Waiting for my dad to come back from work then we'll balik kampung, but they already bury her ar. Just balik ambik bahase.

Kesian fifi... We had to cancel the dinner plan tonight. =(

Alfatihah..

2006-12-06T00:19:00.000+08:00

Happy 15th to my dearest

Nur'Hafiza Ab. Mutalif

Nozanda Arsena Rangkuti

enjoy the cake, i baked it.

strawberry with chocolate frostings!

and ouh ya when i edit the pic i put 15

when i realise they are 15 i got too lazy to

re-edit the pic..so ya...its 15!!

HAHAHA!

We had a mini-celebration just now, we ordered MacD. Hehe. While we're starting to dig in, i fought with fifi over apple pies which leads to order, self-esteem, education, qualification, my dad, den my mum...Hahahaha. So funny, everyone was laughing at us, until we realise how silly we are and laugh ourselves off.

Hokay, on a serious note, i'm going nuts soon. I'm just not ready for this, as much as i like it, i can't be selfish. I'm not ready. I'll never be, that why i pull myself out of everything in the first place right?! Its giving me migraines.

Daaa dulu ya!

2006-12-05T17:29:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was very stressfull and tense. But then today, i get to chat with them. So ya, thank god, what if today was another bad day?! Thats why everything is being balance, to keep me sane. =)

So now, my goal is to finish everything off asap! And get my butt outta here!

Actually, i understand what it means, cuma ngetest aja.
Pingin dengar the person ngucapin sendiri maksudnya. =D
Mwuah...! ;P

2006-12-03T22:18:00.000+08:00

You know, in life i learned that..

Short, tall, fat, thin, beautiful, ugly, super nice or super mean..

EVERYONE HAS FEELINGS.

That is why sometimes we have to put aside our ego

And learn to appreciate people's feelings

No matter how sick of self-love we are.

When someone appreciate's us

The least we can do is to appreciate them back.

SIMPLE AS THAT. =)

I cried buckets reading the Chinese Cinderella.

If Niang's still alive, i'll kill her with my own two hands.

Hehehehe. =P

2006-11-28T17:09:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was a really long day for me. Good and bad things happen. Parts and parcell of life.

I was online late so didnt get to chat. =( But nvmd, atleast today get to chat eventhough for a while onii.. + i got a song.. Hhehehhehe. And ya, why did u put my drawing der, i'll die of embarrassment..Now everyone's gonna know how retarded i am at drawing. =P

But then today i didnt get to send papa nusa to the airport with the rest because i had to do the interview. =( But nvmd atleast job's done.

Left only 1 more interview, den do the program proposal and then i'm done. Yippee!!

Oh ya, my dad asked k.aisyah dis qs yestrday while we're watching hikmah.
Will you take someone who loves you very much or someone whom you love very much?
Both my dad and her go for the person who love you..ME? i just keep quiet and smile. Hahaha.

However, i guess it does makes sense..Cause the person who loves you will always love you but you can't guarantee that the person whom you love, will love you back. Right? Or am i wrong? Tag me up people.

Forever and one, i will miss you...

2006-11-26T13:23:00.000+08:00

I had to cancel my plans today, and so does everyone else in the house. Cause Tok Long (my grandfather's elder brother, who lives in malacca) pass away this morning.

I admit, i was a little bit suprised & sad. But after that i was angry at my mum for asking me to cancel my plans. Now that they already balik kampung, i regret being so selfish and i regret not tagging along with them. Sorry won't make up for this guilt i feel but i pray for him.

Innalilahi wainalillahi rajiun....

Andai ku tahu kapan tiba ajal ku

Ku akan memohon tuhan tolong panjangkan umur ku

Andai ku tahu kapan tiba masa ku

Ku akan memohon tuhan jangan kau ambil nyawaku

Aku takut akan semua dosa-dosa ku

Aku takut dosa yang terus membayangiku

Andai ku tahu malaikat mu kan menjemputku

Izinkan aku mengucap kata taubat padamu

Ampuni aku dari segala dosa-dosa ku

Ampuni aku menangis ku bertaubat padamu

Aku manusia yang takut neraka

Namun aku juga tak pantas di surga.

2006-11-25T23:15:00.000+08:00

After much anticipation, the weekend is finally here. Papa Nusa arrive at our house 10am this morning along with what else but 3 boxes of round delicacies baked in heaven. Haha..okay i'm exaggerating. It's actually donuts la. But unlike any ordinary donuts these donut melts in your mouth with every bite man.. I'm seriously thinking of writing to the management to open up a franchise in singapore la. We don't have nice donuts here sey, we don't even have dunkin'donuts for crying out loud!!!

Okay, back to my main purpose of blogging this entry, we went to esplanade after that to watch Putri Gunung Ledang the musical. My family with Busu family and of course Papa Nusa. And i have nothing else to say but it was worth every single cent of my dad's $97 on me. I truly enjoyed every scene and i'm glad that due to the overwhelming response we still manage to get good sits.

After the show ended we go to nenek house, duduk2 then send papa nusa back to hotel and home sweet home. Okay lah, let the picture do the talking. =)

Tomorrow will be another great day! Yippee!!!

2006-11-24T23:42:00.000+08:00

Was about to type a very frustrating entry but then i receive a very sweet sms. So ya, i deleted the stuffs i've type out. Hehehehehe.
Can't wait for tomorow and sunday... Really can't wait.... =)

Three cheers for JCO donuts!!

2006-11-21T02:57:00.000+08:00

The last three days had been very hectic, tiring, exhausting.
High-tea, shopping, balik kampung, final raya visiting, tamu di rumah, all within these 3 days.Thought of writting a proper entry but terlalu malas.And today i'm worn-out cause we hafta prepare for tomorow, all my father's staff is coming. But the most exasperating thing that happen has to be that STUPID KACANG I TRIED TO REBUS. Damn shit. 3 hours tak masak2. Atlast i gave up.

And this is what we call, diKACANGin!!!!

But all in all, i'm glad i had great fun with my family esp my lovely sisters, whose silly jokes and acts never fail to crack me up. The constant sms-es and chats from my sweethearts in jk. & thanks to dayah too for that entry. Really touched. Thanks girl, you're such a darling.

(hehe.. sounds like i need a psychiatrist)

2006-11-18T03:15:00.000+08:00

Makasih tuhan..
Hari ini sangat menyenangkan..

2006-11-17T03:09:00.000+08:00

hikmah 16/11/2006
kak ketika saya ketemu saya sangat senang sekali karena selama ini saya hanya mendengar cerita dari teman-teman,tetapi setelah saya ketemu dengan kaka secara langsung dengan mata kepala saya sendiri saya sangat senang and bahagia sekali(kak emang kepala bisa melihat?????)kak pertanyaan kemarin jangan dipikirin ya?ok...apa lagi kita ketemu langsung disingapura...saya gak bisa bilang gimana rasanya!!!!!saya sangat beterima kasih juga sebesar besarnya kepada keluarga kaka yang rela dan ikhlas menemani kami semua hingga larut malam dan sampai-sampai kaka sakit flu.kak saya minta maaf ya kak jika saya selama di singapura pernah membuat kesalan atau kesilafan yang menyinggung perasaan kaka...thank very much

I feel like crying lah! =D

2006-11-16T21:17:00.000+08:00

I wanna change the world only for you,
all the impossible I wanna do.

Get well soon okay. However difficult the obstacles may be, take it as a trial from the almighty, something that would make you stronger. When you need someone I'm always here. Listen to our songs okay, it had been a great help to me, I'm sure it'll be to you too. I'll always, always, always pray for you.

Salam kangen,
Aishah

2006-11-15T20:07:00.000+08:00

For everything.
Please. Please. Please.
Amin.Amin.Amin.Amin.Amin.

2006-11-15T02:25:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulilah, like finally la eh my skin is done. Entah semangat ape nta dat got into me that i'm willing to miss the trip to mustapha and endure my own rase ketakutan of being alone to edit my blogskin. Macam messy eh? What do you think?!

And i just realise something, i don't really take photos of myself. Hahaha, like seriously, cause everytime i need it i ended up cropping it from somewhere else. Thus i need to add this to my to-do-list, TAKE MORE PICTURES OF YOURSELF. Hehehe. Ape saje.

2006-11-11T22:38:00.000+08:00

Just when i tot there wer no more suprises. These boys drove me speechless. They have now officially top my "sweetest-thing-someone-ever-did-for-me" chart. Hehehe, and i bet my toes, no one can ever make me feel the same again.

To Hikmah dan Asnawi...
Makasih, makasih, makasih....!! Kareeeeen bgat deh... Walau berisik, walau hampir pekak kuping saya, walau pulsa saya uda harus di tambah lagi, walau kamu uda bikin saya nangis buat kali ke 100000000, walau uda bikin hujan ribut di singapur (benaran pas kamu nyanyi langsung ujan bukan bo'ongan ya..!) dan uda membuat saya sediihh bgat pas mendengar..Saya merasakan yang nggak ada kejutan yang lebih bagus dari yg ini, dan nggak ada kardu yang lebih istimewa dari apa yang kalian telah persembahkan buat saya tadi.Kayak kata2 kamu hik, Its very good lah..Cuma yang nggk enak nya, saya tambah kangeeeeen deh!!! Makasih buat segala-galanya ya..Ya uda, jangan buat kejutan lagi nanti saya bisa heart-attack!! Hehehe..

2006-11-09T22:57:00.000+08:00

SURGA MU

Sgala yang ada dalam hidupku
Kusadari semua milikmu
Kuhanya hambamu yang berlumur dosa

Tunjukkan aku jalan lurusmu
Untuk menggapai surgamu
Terangiku dalam setiap langkah hidupku
Karena… ku tau… hanya kau tuhanku…..

Allahu Akbar… Allah Maha Besar
Kumemujamu di setiap waktu
Hanyalah padamu tempatku berteduh
Kumohon Ridho dan ampunanmu….

Dear readers,

Above are the lyrics to the song i just put up on my blog. The person who gave me this song, told me to listen to it everyday, he said the more you sing the more you get to pray. I find this song very, very meaningful and I'm glad i could share it with you.

Enjoy,

Aishah.

2006-11-08T17:41:00.000+08:00

Every ending is a beginning.

Thanks for the best 2 weeks of my life.
Sampai ketemu lagi.
Love and miss you guys soo much.

Sorry for all the words left unsaid.
Thank you from the bottom of my heart for everything
Especially for the love and prayers.

2006-11-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

The kids are coming back to the mosque besok.
Welcome back hectic schedule! =)

Don't forget to watch Akhir Kata okay. 8.30mlm di suria.
Then at 9.30 got this on brunei-sg drama, they shoot it in Fajar Hidayah Aceh.

Lepas tu da tengok jangan la buat dek.
Ringan-ringankan tangan la eh menderma. Hehehe.

Bye.

2006-10-30T18:56:00.000+08:00

I got hungry just now so i went to someone house for "hari raya visit" then host gave me angpao.

Aku malu!! Semalu-malunye!!

2006-10-29T19:56:00.000+08:00

Heyho!

Wow my blog almost turn dusty ya. Hehehe.

Been busy la. With the kids and everything. Eventhough this is the second trip but because this is a collaboration with darussalam only. So everything's on us. But i'm glad everything went out smoothly so far, though they leave it to two unexperienced hands. Hahahah. But we did it right syaz? Or am i not supposed to say it until dorang balik. But i'm glad. Alhamdulilah god was on our side all the time. All the kids manage to get good fosters. Yang cocok with them la. Infact the response was very very good. Caya la singaporean! K Crap!!

Niwae, the most overwhelming part has to come from the media la. They really took great effort to publicize this program (they are even in the ZAOBAO!)and this is wonderful for the kids back in aceh as eventhough they couldnt come to singapore but they get to benefit from this trip thru the donations and contributions from the people of singapore. And thru this publicity, we've also received lots of response from the public, some wanted us to bring their teens to aceh to do social work there. And some actually offered to sponsor these kids education for life. Seriously singaporeans, i must thank you for your generousity. Chey..Hahaha.

Kla, gtg, will update again this time with pics. Didnt even have time to update my raya pics sey..

Ouh ya. Do watch AKHIR KATA this THURSDAY 2nd Nov 8.30 okay people. Its a special show on this kids. Tarmizi, Tika and Hajrul will share with you their tsunami experience. Get your tissue's out. Hehe cause we've received comments that lots of people broke down simple by reading their stories on BH last thursday on the 26th.

2006-10-21T01:23:00.000+08:00

Hello.

Well yesterday was my mum birthday. As usual my dad always plan a special dinner for her. This year we celebrate it at Hyatt Straits Kitchen. Best se, its like Chuck's Happy House, all the good food under one roof. I ate and ate till i felt like i'm gonna burst. I'm glad my mum had fun.

Happy Birthday Mummy!!

Then at 12 me & fifi msg Pak Nusa because it was his birthday pulak. We thought of suprising him but we forgot the time difference so he get his birthday wish 1 hour earlier. Hehehe. Selenge.

Today i went for terawih all by myself and i had fun. (?!?) Hhaha ape je..

2006-10-13T04:25:00.000+08:00

Overdue iftar pics. Hehe.

Iftar with My dad's friends & Pak Sidek.

Iftar @ nenek house.

Iftar with the aceh peeps.

2006-10-11T13:38:00.000+08:00

Hello, hows everyone?

Oooh, hari raya is drawing nearer, its scary. Time really flies super fast this year huh? Duncha tink so.

Niwae, warna is helping us with the foster family scheme, they've been announcing it today for a few times.. and so far the response is good i must say. Alhamdullilah.. I hope all the kids manage to get a "family". Like Pak Nusa said, when you do good things allah is always beside you.

Come on people, work with us. =)
Sama-sama kita menabung untuk saham akhirat. Amin. Insya'allah.

"As for those who strive hard in our cause,
we will surely guide them to our paths.
And verily allah is with the muhsinun (good doers)."
Surah 29, Al 'Ankabut, Ayat 69.

2006-10-09T02:42:00.000+08:00

Just came back from iftar with my aceh befriender pics. As usual, its always FUN with capital letters for all 3 letters. Though i wish everyone could have been there. Esp ira, khai, saiful, k.irna.... Talk about lots of stuff, discuss about RLSG06', the aceh kids (a must!) and evrything that's gotta do with aceh. Hahaha. I'm so excited abt the upcoming project. We break fast at al-majlis, walk ard the OMG-IT'S-TOO-LAME-FOR-WORDS suria raya carnival den sit at Bugis Starbucks & talk2. Then we call it a day.

Niway people i must inform you that, 30 orphans from Fajar Hidayah intergrated islamic school is coming to singapore on a cultural exchange program. Where they will be adopted by singaporean family for a period of a week to experience ramadhan and hari raya in singapore. They will be here from 20th Oct to 6th Nov. So people lets grab this wonderful oppurtunity offered by the almighty to help this kids. You can donate anything you wish to. Be it money or stationery, clothes etc. You can also sponsor their meals while they are here. For some of you who wish to be the foster family you may do so by submitting your particulars to darussalam mosque. Hurry cause applications are closing soon and there are very limited place. Any enquiry you may tag me or contact me at 82096789. You may also proceed straight to DARUSSALAM MOSQUE at clementi.

Thank you.

"The people who treats the orphans and I in the hereafter/heaven will be like this (very close.) the prophet Muhammad s.a.w. describe, showing his point finger with his middle finger." Hadis stated by Bukhori.

Diriwayatkan daripada Sahl bin Saad r.a, daripada Nabi s.a.w baginda bersabda: "Aku dan orang-orang yang menjaga anak yatim berada di dalam syurga seperti ini. Baginda memberi isyarat dengan menggunakan jari telunjuk dan jari tengah baginda." (Hadis riwayat Imam Bukhari).

2006-10-03T01:56:00.000+08:00

I miss you.
I miss you dear.
I pray to god.
I wish you were here.

2006-09-29T00:17:00.000+08:00

I was browsing and browsing when i found this particular photo of me and Budi Hidayat. One of the kid that got real close to me. Actually in this photo, i was coaxing budi, some of you who were at the first trip, or those who had watch the aceh befriender VCD, may remember how badly Budi cried.

Budi was one helluva sweet kid. He was cute, with his high pitch voice, and mischievious antics. And i simply love the way he would hide behind the small dorm window and call my name flirtatiously from his room. When i came back from the second trip, budi had became one of the naughty ones, so hyperactive but still equally charming. I remember how he made me cried because he keep saying i didnt give him enough attention. On the last day, i suprised him and tell him that he's never forgottten by giving him a small singapore frame, with this photo inside, a singapore pen and a singapore T-shirt. I wrote him a letter and inside i told him, never ever leave FH, in that way, we can always see each other again. And then he cried, he tries to hide it by laughing and joking, because i rmbr on the 2nd trip all the tough ones didnt cry. But he whisper at me and said " Kak, nggak usah pulang.."

Then one day, i was watching a documentary on TV3 about aceh, i was suprised to see budi in it, more suprisingly he wasnt in FH, he was in another orphanage, so not a proper one, it was set up by a lady in his kampung, there were less than 20 kids, all not send to school and properly educated. That night i cried myself to sleep.

When FH was in sg, i asked bu aning, why budi left FH, and she said he was taken home for libur but they never send him back. And he lives with his cousin, who had badly influence him. So he had turn into those one of those street kids.

I really, really miss budi, i now understand how it feels like for kak yana to miss misriadi (same case.). But above it all, i'm dissapointed that his guardian has robbed budi of his chances to changing his life by leaving FH, the only orphanage that provides proper quality education in aceh.

I pray one day, allah will help me get budi back to where i feel he should belong. School. FH. Same goes to putri masyitoh, hendri, fauzi, harriz, dasrul rinaldi, sufyan, romi, hendra and many others who had left FH.

2006-09-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

Just a short post.

Just now we get to see and talk to the girls cause we used webcam. Hahaha. Kangeeeeeeeeeeeeeen. Its just a short session but it was fun thou, we sang to each other and stuff. The highlight has to be when ruki ask me what i'm doing, so i said, "barusan selesai nonton tv.." Then she said, " Nonton di rumah siapa..?" Then syaz answered " Rumah jiran.." Hehehe.. Padahal our cam was facing the tv behing us, and i tink ruki didnt kw that in singapore, everyone has tv, infact at my house there's one in every room. Pak Nusa knows that, so he burst into fits of laughter, and so did everyone else behind, except for ruki. She just giggle like she always does, the ruki trademark giggle..

Will post the pics when i manage to figure out whats bloody wrong with the USB cable Kay. Perangai se nari.

Then while after buka pulak Mbak Ami msg. That reminds me i need to send her the pics.

& now i'm sms-ing with ehem ehem. Lagi curhat ni. SIAPA? SIAPA? SIAPA? cewek itu seyy... Darn i'm so curious, i'll end up eating myself.

Overall, it was a great day. Love everyone and oh ya.

" Ouh allah! please, please, let me go to B.L. I really, really wanna go.."

Okay everyone, all together, help me...

Say.. AMIN!!!!

2006-09-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

Everything's gonna be okay. Yeay!

Firstly i'd like to welcome the holy month of ramadhan. Can't wait. This year i've vow to atleast do 20 days full 20 rakaat. Especially the last 10 nights. Last year, i do lots of eight je sebab buke makan banyak sangat samai perut naik kembung. Lepas tu jadi kawan setan. Niwae, Suria ape je, negeri lain sume org sibuk prepare utk amalan, berzanji, tilawah. Drg sibuk nak raye. Raye = Untuk merayakan orang2 islam yg telah menjalani ibadah ''puasa'' and not just the makan minum but spiritually. Raye bukan hari untuk orang melayu horra-horray.. Whatevr, who am i anyway to say things.

& its always this time of the year that i miss the kids the most. Erma, laili, deswi, resi & mirna ask me to go jakarta for lebaran because they'll be berlima aja. But obviously i can't. Pak Nusa & Bu' Draga oso invited me & my siblings to puasa in jakarta. But again, obviously we can't.

Been getting lots of msges and friend request from the jakarta kids, Hehehe. Really miss them loads se. I'll always rmbr the cannibals. Ouh ya, annati kalau kamu baca, tag ya, and remind saya untuk pass foto2 kamu waktu acara welcoming.

Btw, my 6111 is back in shape. And my dad bought me a new phone when my LCD conked out. Now i have two phone. Hehe. Tapi satu kad Indon. Hahahaha. Ade auto roam pun tak gune pasal the indon card pulsa cuma ada 150 rupiah. Hehehe. $1 = 5700 rupiah. So 150 rupiah = RABAK. Hahahhaha. Just now after i collected my phone str8 away i check the memory. Luckily everything still inside. =D Then, suddenly i receive all the sms-es and at the same time my other phone bunyi cause my mum called and i receive sms. Then everyone at the waffles station was staring at me. Agaknye dorang cakap "pehal budak ni step ade due phone je.." Hehehe. Gey-er banget sih.

That reminds me i just receive anin's and mita's sms. Lupe nak reply. Cute se, anin last skali she said. "Cipika! Cipiki! - Don't forget!"

2006-09-18T15:36:00.000+08:00

Malas & tired nak post. But just wanna tell that i'm back. And missing everything there. Especially my princesses, dian, tika, erma, mirna, laili, deswi, dara & resi. Ruki & pak nusa. And that person who was born 13 days after me. =)

We are in indonesian post btw. Hahahaha. Overnight popularity. Haha.

Will post the pics and stuff later.

Disini kau dan aku
Terbiasa bersama
Menjalani kasih sayang
Bahagia ku dengan mu.

Pernahkah kau menguntai
Hari paling indah
Ku ukir nama kita berdua
Disini surga kita.

Bila kita mencintai yang lain
Mungkinkah hati ini akan tegar
Sebisa mungkin tak akan pernah
Sayangku akan hilang.

If we love somebody
could we be this strong
I will fight to win
Our love will conquer all
I would risk my love
Even just night
Our love will stay in my heart.
My heart.

Al-asr

2006-09-11T02:26:00.000+08:00

Just something i want to share with all my readers, before i'm off to JK. All the things that had been happening lately seem to just fade off my mind when i read and truly understand this surah its like god gave me the solution to these very disturbing incident. Hopely when you do, it will help lift a great load off your mind and your heart too whatever it is that has been bothering you. Pray for my safety & may all of us always be under his blessings & guidance. =P

P/S: Its really been a hectic week. Tanx for tagging all. Will reply when i get back. <33

In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful

By (the Token of) Time (through the ages),

Verily Man is in loss,

Except such as have Faith,

and do righteous deeds,

and (join together) in the

mutual teaching of Truth,

and of Patience and constancy.

This sûrah was one of the earliest revelations which the angel Gabriel delivered to the Prophet Muhammad. In sûrah al-Fâtiha, Allâh has taught us to seek the straight path, as-sirât al-mustaqîm, and in sûrah al-'asr the essence of that straight path is revealed to mankind.

In this sûrah we learn that we should always be filled with belief in the power and wonder of Allah, perform righteous works, encourage one another toward the Truth, and encourage one another to patience.

Anyone who successfully follows this divine guidance will find themselves on the straight path, and their life will be filled with the glory of Allâh, while those who fail to follow this guidance will be at a great loss.

Ash-Shafi'i said, "If the people were to ponder on this surah, this [alone] would be sufficient for them."

KL pics

2006-09-08T01:04:00.000+08:00

-In the bus on the way to KL-

-Lunch at KLCC, 1st day-

-1st day shopping, hehe candid-

-Our apartment at the ascott-

-Breakfast on the sky lounge-

-Lunch at al-marjan- P/S: Mediterranean & Lebonese food taste like yucks!

-At starhill-

-Back at the ascott-

-On coach, going back to SG-

Aneuk Yatim.

2006-09-07T01:12:00.000+08:00

Hello. =D
Peu Haba everyone?!! Hehehe.

Niwae the song that's playing in my blog is an acehnese song. Entitled "aneuk yatim" basically it's about this little acehnese boy who could not stop crying and so everytime he's together with his mum he never fail to ask her where is his father now as he miss him so much and he wanted to see his face. He ask her for his address, as if his father is still alive, the boy wanted to search for him when he grow up. But if he's dead tell him where's the graveyard so that he can't visit it for awhile and pray for his father. So the last verse of the song is basically his mother coaxing him and telling him to be strong and pray so that aceh will be peaceful again.

So there, it kinda reminds me of Ruki's song, "Wahai Bunda Loen". A song which 9 years old Ruki(one of the orphans in FH) created herself. But before i tell you abt Ruki's song i just wanna share with you abit about ruki. Well when ruki was abt 6 if i'm not wrong she saw her dad get surrounded by the TNIs and was forced to surrender himself (dad tentera GAM). He did but he got shot twice in front of his family. So being little then she transferred all her emotions and grief to singing and creating songs. Ruki live with her mum and older sis ( 11 if i'm nt wrong.) until the tsunami came and took her mum away. So now ruki and her sis only have each other.

Ruki song & singing never fail to move hearts, regardless of age & race. When she was in singapore last month, i think she practically made everyone who heard her melodious voice and sincere singing shed bucketfull of tears. The song is abt her life as an orphan, abt how she got tease and discriminated for being poor, for wearing torn clothes and for not having a father but thru it all she had managed to remained calm and patient.

So dear friends treasure your life and love ones. We sometimes cursed ourselves and everything around us for not being able to satisfy our need, each time we had something we greed for more. But we forgot that if we compare our own lives to these kids we are like 1000x more fortunate than them. SO, thank god for every blessings instead of complaining about the quantity of it.

-Me & Ruki-

On a happier note, just now junid & fikri ask my mother to call them. So i get to talk to the two of them. Argghh!!! Macam nak masuk dlm tepon sey. Kangen banget3!!! Hehe. The dengan tak sangke i got to talk to bahagia, my pacar kecik. Hahaha. Cute sey the way he flirt. He was like "Kakak kangen nggak ama saya, ingat nggak same saya" And when i say mestilah kangen he screamed alhamdullilah! in a very excited but cheeky way. Tak tahan sey sakit perut ketawe kan bahagia. Then i teased him abt his voice being so diff then he was like "mesti loh kan udah tambah gedek." But the funniest was everytime i replied something the other kids at the back was laughing and screaming and giggling at him. Then he end up flirting even more. Plg klakar skali wen i said of cuz i missed him the others were like clapping at the back. Hahaha. So cute se the kids forever with their crazy antics, tak sabar nak balik aceh this december!!

-Bahagia-

But takpe la. I can bersabar cuz atleast i got to meet the Kids yang dekat jakarta which consist of ASNAWI!! MUHIB!! HAJRUL!!! TIKA!! ERMA!!! AGUS!! YUSRAN!! etc etc in like 3 days time?!!! & Pak Nusa said we'll be sleeping with anak2 putri. Woohoooo! Jakarta here i come!!!!!!!!

More like Chandra here i come!!! Hahaha.

Cheap Thrill. Not Exactly..=P

2006-09-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

Well. Well. Well.
Here i am. Sorry for the lack of update. Haha not that i have avid fans for this blogy of mine. Anyway, at this very moment. I'm in KL. Yes. Hah. Was kinda last minute thingy. My parents just woke up the past friday morning and decide that they havent tried going to malaysia by bus. So they asked me along it was a rather spontaneous yes, you know the kinda rash decision, at the spur of the moment kinda thing. So i really have to apologise to fana for not replying to her sms. Right now, we're waiting for the bus, in the 'nice express executive lounge', there's a surf station so that's how i get to blog. Seriously, i could have died any moment if we were to extend our stay man. Darn, i seriously can't live without my internet. Hahs. Watever aisha. Anyway..hmm..going to kl by bus is not really a good choice. Seriously, if you ask me whether i'd like to do it again. Hmm, i'd have to think abt it over & over again first. Not that the service is bad. It's great. The seat's great. Kinda like in the plane. But i dunno, maybe i'm too pampered by the family car. Heh. But overall, i must say this last minute trip is da bomb man. Hahaha. I must repeat. It's DA BOMB. Now you repeat after me. DA BOMB. Hahahaha. Crappy. We shop like no tomorrow. Seriously. I'll post the pics when i get back. I bought clothes for my jakarta trip. Niwae the highlight has to be the mall named 'STARHILL'. Geez its so gerek banget se. Freaking grand and really3 nice ambience. The whole mall smells daym nice cause they actually burn aromatherapy oils all over the 7 story mall. Freaking cool. & you have all the flagship stores of fabulous brands..like dior, raoul, lacoste, polo RL, Gucci, burberry, LV and the list goes on. You name it they've got it. Infact all the stores in there are flagship store of international brand. Yup no ordinary store at all. All under one roof. Taka pun kalah se. And the best deal is, today is actually the last day of the malaysia mega sale, right timing. So ya being singaporean, you get my drift, we splurge. Klah i've got to go. I really cant blog properly, i'm so freaking distracted.

Niwae one thing i really can't stand abt KL is waduhhh MACET TRUSSS!!!!

It's not a trip..It's DA TRIP..! Hehe.

2006-08-30T15:52:00.000+08:00

My dad is Baaaack.

& i have no where to sleep, I've been a nomad these few days. Shifting myself & my things around from room to room, simply because i REFUSE to even stand in my room for 5 minutes. Reason being, there a FUGLY, ANNOYING, PATHETIC, DISGUSTING, MADATOOT LIZARD in my room!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Arghhhh...Geram banget!!!!!!!!

I know, i know..Laugh at me all you want, but only my family will understand my "hatred" towards this creature because they've seen me freak out everytime i saw a lizard. Trust me, CICAK PUNYE HAL nobody can beat me cause i drive myself to the ULTIMATE GILE.

On a happier note, there's only 10 days left till DA TRIP. I'm so excited that everytime i think about it i get nauseous. Haha. Cheap thrill.

2006-08-29T00:43:00.000+08:00

Hmm. Another day wasted away doing nothing productive or anything that could have benefitted me or another fellow human being. I'm having one of my terrible migraines due to excessive consumption of chocolate. Whoa Pain! Unbearable man.

Niwaes wednesday is drawing nearer and my father will be back from the most boring country ever. I miss him. The house is always dysfunctional when my dad is away. Yesterday we tapau from food culture & I had Ba-Mian (like that had anything to do with my post.) it was nice. I like Ba-Mian. Perhaps tomorrow i could have Ba-Mian for lunch.

Ouh and just now, i watch Siti's persandingan, it's so remarkably grand sey. One word, Astonishing.

Which reminds me of Pamela Anderson who prove herself stupid with a capital S, by saying " I've got two words..Champagne.." when asked about her wedding. Duh, isn't champagne like ONE WORD?!

Apart from that i also find Mawi's ex-fiance Ina, awfully dim-witted. She's like desperately trying to gained popularity like hello, people know you in the first place cause you're engage to Mawi. & when interviewed in a live show she really talk loads of rubbish man. I'm glad Mawi's no longer with her cause obviously she's like an insult to his intelligence or something.

Okay please excused me, I have letters to write.

2006-08-27T05:22:00.000+08:00

I must warned you this post in infested with pictures! So read at your own risk. Bahh!!

The thing is, i'm in a dilema actually. I don't know whether or not i want to go back to TW for the teachers day, but the thing is i really really miss each & every one of the DYNAMITES & the malay peeps of the sec 4 05' batch. Seriously ar, our semangat united takde tandingan man.. So the semangat okay..I can still name each & every malay student of our batch by heart. Niwaes here's some pics dari sec 3 onwards, maklum lar. Zaman kite sec 1, sec 2 masih jarang orang pakai digicam okay, sape nak came-whore pakai camera film u tell me?!

So sit back, relax, enjoy the journey to past memories, back to yester-year. Hehe. Jangan nangis ar...!!!!

2006-08-26T00:29:00.000+08:00

Hello.
I don't know nak update pasal ape. Cause my mind went blank when syaz told me tat Pak Rahmat told her that ramai anak2 ( last count 20++++ ) of them got food poisoning. Even some of the teachers too. So now at Sg time 12:38 am, 11:38 waktu banda aceh, most of the kids are still in hospital. Arghh.. DOA DOA DOA people!